Hi Jessica and welcome!!!!
It sounds like you are ready to do this and make the commitment to a new life.
This will be a long journey, but well worth it. I am 15 months post op and LOVE my new life! I have lost 130 pounds!
I have few suggestions for you. Communicate with you husband. Any feelings, anxiety, fears and happiness talk to your husband. Many marriages fail during the journey and thankfully mine has gotten stronger. Communication is the key!
Realize now that there will be stalls and low points in your journey. It does not mean you have failed or going to fail. It means you are normal.
Finally celebrate the small joys in this journey! Set goals and have fun getting to know yourself. I have learned so much about myself. I learned I am stronger and am beginning to realize my dreams! Dreams I never thought were possible as a big girl!
If you ever have questions send me a message!