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I'm new to this. I have just recently started my journey. Honestly, I'm not very far. I have taken my seminar for the doctor online. I have to call to make my first appointment in a few days after the questions are in there system. I almost had the surgery seven years ago and I chickened out right before the day of. I was only 19 then and scared. Now I'm 26. A lot bigger. And unhappy. I have two kids now that I can't keep up with. They are so full of energy!! And I'm lucky I don't have any side affects from my weight (sleep apnea or diabetes). My knees are starting to hurt a bit but its only about once a month now. To be honest I was so lost on what was happening before m

Thanks, I'm hoping this works. I know the support will come after awhile. It's the beginning I'm scared of. :-) I am so much more determined this time around.

To be honest I don't even know what surgery I was supposed to have before. I was so confused by what was going on. And now, I don't really have the support. My boyfriend is okay with it but not happy. My dad and stepmom say to try something else and my mom wants me to try diet pills but I've tried it all and it never works. I need a tool to help me from over eating and I think this is it. Wish me luck! And any encouragement I can get will be much appreciated.