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Thanks for the encouragement JQ...I have fallen off the bike and it has driven over me a few times~ Ill get there...got some hurdles to get over right now, but I will get there~ I dont like the winter time. We are expecting some snow this weekend, A noreaster....and that will mean more shoveling.....does that count as exercise?? EWE RENEBEAN I DO LIKE THE WAY YOU THINK...MAUAHAHAHAHA

EEEWE HOW DID I MISS THIS THREAD? I LOVE Rob Zombie...I would follow that man to the end of the world!!!! Disturbed KORN!!! Going to see them in March!!!!! Stained~Love Love Love the lead singer, Aaron!!! Hes so sexy! Atreyu ~ Basically I likes me music loud and hard ~ AND A local band that works with me at the haunted house. Juniper~ They are awesome guys and they kick ass at every show!!

Big Paul......whoa What Awackin~ Thank You....thats It...my Butt Is On The Gazelle Tonight For At Least 40 Minutes!!!! I Officially Turn My Whip Over To You For Now...........ill Share.........i Think............for Now............just Lemme Touch It One More Time............okay, Its Yours,,,waaaaiiiitttt

Well, I havn't been on the gazelle since that first day. "Aunt Flo" came to town and she was a real pain! ah! I didnt feel like breathing let along exercising. How ever she has packed up and left town, so hopefully tomorrow I can get up and get on it. I look foward to it. My mom has even sparked a curiosity in it. My mental attitude towards a lot of things have changed and hopefully that will be enough to get me up and exercising. I have been walking alot more than usual. I walk on my lunch break at work, and every chance I get...Maybe that will make a difference too~

Vines, ya know something, I thought it was gonna be a lot harder than it has been....but your right, I am strong enough for this. And to be honest with you all....I haven't been on my prozac in weeks~!! I dont feel I need it any more. I know I know I should have talked to a doctor about going off.....but I am no longer living in the stressful environment that caused me to be on it in the first place!! I actually went to the doctor and got a higher dosage of it...and I never got the script filled. I am honestly feeling so much better its not funny. And Bubbame I saw your earlier posting about your situation, and I truely hope that you find some peace within your self too~ Its not an easy thing to go thru and your situation is a lot different than mine, but your doing things for the right reasons, and that is across the board. I was looking out for my son too! You will be fine.....especially when you see your kids looking happier than they have in quite some time. My son still asks to go home, and he asks for his daddy once in a while....but it is getting easier........My relationship with my son is getting sooo much stronger, and I never realized that could possibly happen~Best wishes to you and much white light energy your way my friend. You will survive. TTYL

Hello Friends~ How are you all?? Im doing GOOD! I have had such a good weekend! I took my son out to the movies....and we saw Hoodwinked~ He loved it. I am hoping to take him again this weekend coming, Curious George comes out on Friday. I also went to my girlfriends house for dinner. It was nice, but I am so not use to doing nothing!! She was cooking and her daughters had my son busy...I had nothing to do~ I guess thats what normal people call RELAXING. This word is typically not in my vocabulary...I picked it up on the streets~ I also went to the tattoo shop and got my belly button repierced~~ EEEEKE I love it. Its healing so good! I had it done just as I was getting my stuff together for the surgery and desided to take it out and let it heal over and just get it redone after the surgery.....SOOO I DID IT~ I love it. I also talked to my tattooer about my next tattoo~~~~ oh my god its gonna kick ass!!!! Its going to be an orginal. He is going to draw it up when we are ready to do it.....Its not coming from flash, so no one will have this same tat!!! I love that idea. Its going to be an evil lookin angel and its going to be a cover up for the dream catcher on my chest. The new tat is going to start up on my shoulder and come down onto my chest...ITS GONNA BE HUGE!!!! This may have to wait a month or so, but its getting done dammit~ muahahahahaha I CAN'T WAIT ~ Okay guys, Im gonna go....gotta get my stuff ready for work and school tomorrow these weekends go sooo quick ~~ I like being back to work. LATER ON GUYS~

Kare, Relax sweetie....they arent pokin fun of big people. Martin Lawrence, the guy thats in the "fat suit" is an under cover agent. I saw the first one, not the second one......and he is impersonating an old school~ African American woman from the South. I didn't see the second one, so they could have changed the story line....but the first one was done respectfully. I had a simular reaction to that Johnny Knoxville movie "The Ringer"....because my son has Down syndrome and I thought the whole movie would have been spoofing off of people with disablities. Thank God it was done gracefully and the Special Olympics even sponcered the movie!!! I didn't see it yet...I look forward to seeing it some day soon, but my brother went. They do say the word Retard and retarded in the beginning, but it was to show how other people treat people, it wasn't ment directly at the actors with Down syndrome, as I understand it. I hope this has helped ward The Rubber Truck ~~ Its nice to see people with passion though....Id be right there with ya throwing something at em if it was disrespectful....:puke: TTYL

Thanks Mandy~ Its good to smile again~ Progress baby!!! pure progress!!! Its a wonderful thing. I cant wait for the new tat!!! The piercing has done wonders for my psyche too....however, I was smiling before I got the piercing~~~~~> I have openned up my own checking account in my very own name!!! And thats exciting to me~ I paid off one of my credit cards where they dropped late fees for me, AND LET ME KEEP THE CARD!!! They are also not going to report me to the credit agencies as a high risk!! So that ended well~~~~> Now to work on the next credit card~and my new tattoo I hope things are settling down for you and your family Mandy. I hope your little one is doing better with the meds and adjustments and stuff. I will talk to you soon

JQ~~~ Congratulations on your accomplishments~ That artical must be something to read. I must get my paws on a copy of it so my mom can read it! She has diabeties however...but maybe if she sees how important the weight loss actually is then maybe she will be more motivated!!! Thank you for writting such an artical~ I was actually published once. I know how exciting it is. My story was published in a book. It is a collection of stories by parents of children with disablities. The book is called You Will Dream New Dreams. Check it out online if you wish, it actually gives some blurbs I think of the book. www.youwilldreamnewdreams.com I wrote the story and it was published under my real name. I didn't use a pen name I actually did some promotional stuff for the book....I had the local news channell come into my home and interview me and my son......and I went to a convention for people with special needs. The convention showed all the special equipment and items like wheelchairs, lifts and stuff to help make life easier. I did some public speaking at the convention to help promote the book. VERY EXCITING STUFF.

I woke up at 6am and got on my Gazelle today! I only did like 15 minutes and then had to get in the shower. I have to admit, today at work, I fetl pretty damn good too~ I guess that early morning oxygen rush is actually beneficial~ Who knew? I did a shake and yogurt for breakfast, a shake for lunch, another yogurt for snack....A small bag of potatoe chips.. I know, I know a big big no no...but I have PMS and I am craving salt right now...I had meatballs for dinner.....they were soft and went down good. Chicken and I have been fighting for a while.....it tends to get stuck. I have had three bottles of propel today.....thats about 17 ounces per bottle...I had coffee too.....I had my vitamin this morning too~~~~Today was a good diet day....I also went out for a walk around the buildings at lunch time. I had my shake and went out walking. Came back in and had my yogurt for snack......I am gonna do the same thing tomorrow and we will test this "oxygen rush" theroy.....

I woke up at 6am and got on my Gazelle today! I only did like 15 minutes and then had to get in the shower. I have to admit, today at work, I fetl pretty damn good too~ I guess that early morning oxygen rush is actually beneficial~ Who knew? I did a shake and yogurt for breakfast, a shake for lunch, another yogurt for snack....A small bag of potatoe chips.. I know, I know a big big no no...but I have PMS and I am craving salt right now...I had meatballs for dinner.....they were soft and went down good. Chicken and I have been fighting for a while.....it tends to get stuck. I have had three bottles of propel today.....thats about 17 ounces per bottle...I had coffee too.....I had my vitamin this morning too~~~~Today was a good diet day....I also went out for a walk around the buildings at lunch time. I had my shake and went out walking. Came back in and had my yogurt for snack......I am gonna do the same thing tomorrow and we will test this "oxygen rush" theroy.....

that picture doesn't do her justice... the picture of the phoenix is an invalid type of picture to upload and i dont know how to change it and the idea that i have for the one on my chest is to cover it up with a male angel. i want it to cover up the dreamcatcher and then continue onto my shoulder. i will talk to my tattoo guy when the time comes closer....

I have a gothic fairey on my left upper arm~I love her sooooo much!! Shes sorta my alter ego~ I have a phoenix on my right calf, coming out of flames and a black dream catcher on my chest~ I wanna get the one on my chest covered up...but I am gonna wait till Im closer to goal weight. I think the amount of "damage" done to a tat depends on where it is, how badly the skin is affected by the weight gain and weight loss. I got my fairey when I was 50 pounds heavier, and so far so good, shes holding up!!!

OH ALL RIGHT.....guess ill step up..... heres the girls

Okay guys....I think I beat the frizzies....And Im not talking hair here~~~ I bought an exercise "machine" I guess you would call it. One of them Gazelles that Tony Little is always jumping around on the late night infomercials. Course half of the work out was putting the damn thing together...but I am a chick with a tool box, so within about 1/2 hour it was all done, ground up!!! I broke out my resistance bands too~ (those are just huge rubber bands of different tightnesses used for pilaties and streaching exercise) My goal for tomorrow is to wake up a little earlier, like 1/2 hour earlier and do my Gazelle for about 15-20 minutes, then get ready for work. Im gonna see how I can incorporate my resistance bands with the Gazelle. I was on the Gazelle for about 8 minutes after I set it up...had to make sure the screws were in tight enough and what better way than to actually jump on and go right??? And lemme tell ya, in that 8 minutes, I worked up a little sweat. So tomorrow morning Rob Zombie and I have a date in the walk man and the Gazelle can watch~~ eheheheheh

Hot Topics Sister store ROCKS....Torrid~~~Thats where the Happy Boots came from actually~~ Everyone looks sooo awesome~

kathy, you look amazing~ congratulations on your sucess~we need to go get tattooed together and then to hot topic for shopping~

I dunno if this one will look good up, I think its rather dark, but this is another sexy picture of me in my happy boots~ You have all heard about them, now you can see em~~~~~ mauahahahahahahahah Big Paul...sorry, hadda do it:rolleyes:

where in ny will you be? in the city? or upstate?

Well, its Sunday night...back to the grind tomorrow..Anthony has been with his daddy all weekend long. It has been very quiet and different here without him. His father is going to just bring him to school in the morning and then I will see him after work. Gonna be weird waking up with out him here. I miss him sooo much when hes gone~ This week is going to go quick too. We have an appointment with his ear doctor in West Chester on Friday..so I will be taking the day off from work. I get my first paycheck too on Friday~ I gotta stop into work after the doctor appointment and get my check. Gotta set up a new checking account too~~~ eeewe exciting. My very own checking account. Never did that before~~~ wahooo..... I bought more protein shakes...Gotta do them for breakfast and lunch. I ate regular food on Friday at work and spent some time in the ladies room yackin it up....Was stuck. I just tried to eat too quick I think. Not much you can accomplish in 1/2 hour. I was trying to beat time and with the band ya just can't do that~ So shakes for me for lunch from now on~ hopefully this helps to make a move in the scales too. We will see. I am going to try and remember to weigh in in the morning. The weigh in at Dr Kwons was 216. This was at the end of the work day, I had eatten lunch and drank, so I dunno how off it is...we shall see in the morning. I know I gotta start laying off the freekin coffee...holy moly. I had such a caffine high today~ And its just before bed time....YIKES~~~~ I saw a flyer today with sale going on. They are selling Gazelles for 100.00~! I am going and getting one. Maybe Friday after I get my paycheck~~ Ewe exciting. Then I can just exercise in the house. That would be an awesome step in the right direction. What store was that sale for?? Hummm gotta check the paper again~

Well, its Sunday night...back to the grind tomorrow..Anthony has been with his daddy all weekend long. It has been very quiet and different here without him. His father is going to just bring him to school in the morning and then I will see him after work. Gonna be weird waking up with out him here. I miss him sooo much when hes gone~ This week is going to go quick too. We have an appointment with his ear doctor in West Chester on Friday..so I will be taking the day off from work. I get my first paycheck too on Friday~ I gotta stop into work after the doctor appointment and get my check. Gotta set up a new checking account too~~~ eeewe exciting. My very own checking account. Never did that before~~~ wahooo..... I bought more protein shakes...Gotta do them for breakfast and lunch. I ate regular food on Friday at work and spent some time in the ladies room yackin it up....Was stuck. I just tried to eat too quick I think. Not much you can accomplish in 1/2 hour. I was trying to beat time and with the band ya just can't do that~ So shakes for me for lunch from now on~ hopefully this helps to make a move in the scales too. We will see. I am going to try and remember to weigh in in the morning. The weigh in at Dr Kwons was 216. This was at the end of the work day, I had eatten lunch and drank, so I dunno how off it is...we shall see in the morning. I know I gotta start laying off the freekin coffee...holy moly. I had such a caffine high today~ And its just before bed time....YIKES~~~~ I saw a flyer today with sale going on. They are selling Gazelles for 100.00~! I am going and getting one. Maybe Friday after I get my paycheck~~ Ewe exciting. Then I can just exercise in the house. That would be an awesome step in the right direction. What store was that sale for?? Hummm gotta check the paper again~

You lost 50 pounds in three months???Girl whatcha doing? That is astonishing to me~ I did that in six months~ AWESOME AWESOME WORK~ I hope your feeling better...Im with Alex and the rest of the crew on the opinion that you are swollen and miserable~~~ Hopefully your doctor will help clear it up~ Let us know what happens Good luck to you~

Soooooo can I use Equal?

On the flip side...I love ghosts, spiders, and dark places.....I LOVE Scary movies, scarey places, the foggier the better~~cemetaries on a fall night eeeewwwee~~~ Full moons are beautiful to look at~~ And bats taking flight at night are amazing to me....They never bump into each other~~and yet humans cant even walk in a mall together~~ humm???

What a better way to start a new year of your life...with the band...YOU GO GIRL~ WHOOT WHOOT~~ Happy Birthday~