I feel the same way sometimes, but I have realize that I can actually enjoy looking a my family eating. Likr for example I went out with my husband and daughter to dine out and my husband want it to eat some mexican food so we went. I did not eat anything but I order for him something healthy and he actually enjoy it. I told him that if I see him eating something no so healthy I will feel hunger and with desire to eat. So I order him a salad steak. He actually enjoy and I felt so good. While my daughter enjoy her chicken. After that he invited me a tea. Before surgery my husband used to say now we are not going to be able to go dine out, now I just proove that yes we can. I want him to be healthy too.