I cant believe I just found these posts today. My surgery is tomorrow with Dr.Varnell. I still dont know what time, I m still waiting for my phone call.
I am so excited to get started on my new life and then I start feeling scared. I am scared to death that something bad will go wrong during surgery and I will develope a leak or infection or something. I just keep praying and then I feel a little better until it creeps up on me again.