skinny~gigi

When I drop my weight, Im going to try.....skinny sex positions.....!!!! because the fat positions are just not the same

When I drop my weight, Im going to try.....skinny sex positions.....!!!! because the fat positions are just not the same

When I drop my weight, Im going to try.....skinny sex positions.....!!!! because the fat positions are just not the same

I so much rather have this bit of extra skin than that weight any day, but I just had to share. I have the panni apron that I will have surgery for in another year. I have empty tube sock boobs that look fine in a bra. I have bat wings, but they aren't that noticeable. I have inner thigh skin that will keep me from wearing short-shorts or a bikini. Thank goodness for that because a 47 year old shouldn't go there anyway.
Here's the rub though. Lately I have been noticing extra skin in weird place. It not gross or anything. It's just weird. I have extra skin I can grab on my back and poor butt.
Here's the weirdest: I have extra skin ON MY FINGERS!!!! My knuckles are baggy!!!
I can tell you that I never expected THAT!

you wont have to say anything....... he already feels less than as it is that is why he treats you the way he does ~ JUST KNOW THAT!! and when you do hit that goal of yours and you are looking wonderful inside and out - your face will say it all to him and he will HEAR IT LOUD AND CLEAR..... dont mince words, smile baby its time to shine!!!!

Gloria, your words meant the world to me.

Thank you all so much for your encouraging words. Sometimes we have good days, sometimes bad. I know I'm doing the right thing by finally taking control of my weight. I also know that as I lose and my confidence increases, our relationship will change to. What once was weak will become strong and the strong will become weak. How he chooses to handle it will partly determine our outcome. The other part is how much more I chose to put up with! I really wanted to see a professional about all this but again, I lost my job. I'll lose my insurance in February. The $40 co-pays per session would financially hurt us ( he's not working full time). Can't wait till I can say to him, get off your fat ass and do something! I've done 5 miles on the treadmill today. What have YOU done?

There is one thing that I learned when having this surgery............... THIS IS LIFE CHANGING!!!! once I decided to commit to it......everything and everyone had to be on board. NO DISTRACTIONS!!! I was doing this for me............... and ME ONLY!!!! IT IS THEE ONLY SELFISH THING I HAVE DONE IN MY LIFE!! I knew that this was going to be challenging. I was going to have to heal from the inside out and I was going to be facing some really difficult decisions. when i realized that there were some people that weren't they had to go HUBBY INCLUDED....... now of course that wasnt the only reason and by no means am I condoning divorce but if someone can't support and love you in all of your endeavors then why bother.....you would be there for anyone that "NEEDED" you right??!! ~ I now have a boyfriend who is a personal trainer by coincidence- works out everyday & his body is a work of art!! and if i dont want to work out then i dont..... he is careful with his words and encourages me to do at least half of what he does and if i do more then YAY FOR ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!! just like when i cant find the energy to just function he makes me my Protein Shake or is online for wonderful dishes full of Protein to make me......and just when i cant finish my baby plate of food he finishes that too....lol and reminds me when I start to go back to my dirty eating habits he says, "now remember how much PAIN you were in when you woke up from your surgery??" I say yes...... with a smile then he says WE dont want to go thru that again do we???!! I SAY NOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!! so the next time your hubby starts his potty mouth- just SMILE!!! because EVERYTHING AND EVERYONE AROUND YOU IS ABOUT TO CHANGE~ good lookin......!!!! Congratulations and welcome to your new life!!! I am enjoying my new life and my new wardrobe!!!!! i brought sexy back for sure.........