dee.jay.bee

I hate that! Its so ridiculous! If losing weight were really THAT easy, everyone would be thin. Or 'healthy' or....whatever! Even my husband is all...'just track your food'. Awesome...problem solved, I'm skinny! LOL! Ugh. Well, I really shouldn't throw my husband under the bus like that. He's said that in the past, but now he understands there is something else going on with my body.

Haha...me too. It happened so fast, it took me a second to realize what happened. I could quote all of you! You're all just so understanding and kind. Thank you so much for being so nice to me. I know you all 'get it'! What a wonderful group to be a part of!

I have to get this off my chest because I just can't let it go. I went to the mall today with a friend and our two girls. As we were walking along, I see this gal coming towards us. No big deal, we are in a public place! My daughter started to have a little meltdown, so I bent down to talk to her. As I was bent talking to her face to face (she's 2, so, you know, little...), I feel like someone is standing next to me and then I notice that someone is waving a post card for Advocare right in front of my face. WHILE I WAS BENT DOWN TALKING TO MY KID! She didn't say a word, just waved the stupid card in my face. She didn't give one to my friend and I didn't see her give one to anyone else. Just me. The fat lady. So humiliating. I already know I'm fat. I live in this body every day. I am uncomfortable in this skin every day. I hate this body every day. At least before I could pretend that no one noticed me. But now, I know that they do. And that they 'think things' about me based on my appearance. Humiliating!