Don't apologize for venting, we are here to listen to you. I'm sorry you're struggling and I pray there's a ray of relieve in your situation soon. Best wishes. My hairdresser introduced me to a product for hair loss. It's garlic based, has a little garlic odor (that goes away) and works MIRACLES!! I first bought the small 5 bottle, and before I finished it, I saw a difference in the amount of hair that fell out. I would be more than happy to mail you a bottle, free of charge, and if you like the product, we can have some kind of arrangement. PM me
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I should say its in liquid form and goes directly on your scalp. You can use it every 3 or 4 days. You apply to scalp and leave it in.