janiebug

Hello, I am never gone, just couldn't get on!!! Tried Thursday night and Friday night and couldn't! I am attached to you all too much to just leave. For better or worse you have got me!! Today at work there was a water main break, so we had no water after the first hour!! So no shampoo blow drys & colors. So I had to send my so I had four people I had to shove to a different day!! It sucked and still worked as long as scheduled, but only made 1/4 of the money. I seem to be complaining all the time don't I? You guys are going to wish I didn't get back on!!!! I am going to look into the Dave Ramsey thing. I am serious about this debt thing. Well have a good weekend!!!!!! Jane

Hey Susie, glad no break. Long time no see, was wondering about you. Did you get my email? Pam hope you are feeling better!!! Tracyk, here to a fixable and easy and inexpensive shoulder/neck!!! Take a muscle relaxer before the mri!!! It will be murder on you if you don't!! No, Terry no shelf work for me today!!! Hi Gina!!!

Pamela, I laughed so hard about the 'so have I, so have I' comment. Thanks for starting my day out with a good laugh!!! Laura, the border is too cute!!! You are so artsy and creative!! I also laughed at your comment about the monkey!! Terry, Hero is the perfect avatar!!! Gina, love Peyton Louise (my middle name) and Heidi Marie, they do look alike, I am assuming the corgi stays little though, right? Heather I LOVE the name Ayla!! Tracyk, feel better!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Tracyks, you had me with the mousse until the cream cheese!! Hugs to what your going through Jenn! Haydee I am still waiting on something scandalous!! Michelle, where are you?????? Kat, hope all is well with you!!! Judy, we had basically two days of below zero, can't imagine everyday of really cold and snow!!!!! Went yesterday and got a fill, I got 2cc's in my band. She was nice, I am glad I got it. I gained sooo much weight, I am basically back to where I was before I got the band. NOt quite but almost. I still am 50+ pounds down though. Okay here I go, getting ready for work!! Have a good day!!!

Jenn, I agree with everything that everyone said about Kev. I am sure it must be hard, but you need to let go. Lots of hugs and support!!!!

Jenn, if you don't want to get in that late Thursday night what about Wednesday night. If I drive, I am planning on getting there late Wednesday night. I figure if it is a nine hour drive I will drive til I get tired and stop there, should be close if not there.

No Eddie for me either!!!

Well I guess I can't stick my head in the sand forever. I have to come out and face the music. It is amazing how much weight I gained in a month. I wonder if I can take it off as fast. I hope that tomorrow I get that fill. She is going to do a barium swallow before the fill to make sure my esophagus is ready for a fill. I got my blood tests Friday back in the mail and my white blood count is back up. He told me to come back in a month and get them checked. If it is still up then, I am going to do something about it. I am not sure what my next step is. Susie and any one else who does cross stitch. My mom gave me a bunch of aida cloth. Some regular, some for bread baskets, most off white. I think it is all around 14 or 18 count. If you need any email me and I will send it to you!!! I have a bunch!!! I think what I don't give away I will put on ebay. I am so bad at personals. I want everyone to know that I think about them, and am going to get better. Maybe that will help me with my eating. So give me lots of juicy stuff to write back to you!! Jane

It is the strangest thing, I am possessed by the sugar monster!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Hello, I haven't posted in a few days I think. Still read all the posts. Nothing to say, that I haven't already said. Eating way too much, and am deep in a funk. Trying to pull myself out. Can't seem to find the magic. I have an appointment for a fill Monday with a new person, so maybe that will help get me started. I now weigh more than 280. You all are doing great!! I am so proud of all you guys. I feel so connected when you do well. I know that sounds odd! Judy way to go, I need to come live with you for a while! It is cold here today so the weather won't matter!! Glad MO is better for now Michelle!! Tracyk nope your neck is better soon!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I don't have to go into work till later today, it was nice to stay in bed and just relax. Maybe that is what I am missing? I think part of my problem is I am still not feeling that great, and it really is depressing!! Have a good one!

Good morning!! I have my monthly taxing district meeting at 8:00. I have a hard time getting up like real people. Then I go back to Dr. and have a chest x-ray and bloodwork. I hope my bloodwork is normal. Okay I am off!! HAVE A GOOD ONE!!!!!!!

The guy came and hooked up my uverse and I have cords running through my bedroom! That suprised me. Oh well. I think I am going to like it. I dvr'd 24 tonight so I will see if it works. I hope you find some relief tommorrow TracyK!! It would be no fun if you didn't!! All the talk of chili has made me hungry for some!! Just because you haven't made it to our outings Denise, we still have you as a violet!!! Have a good night!!!

I always add rotel tomatoes to my chili, I like it spicy, and makes it thinner too!!

Maybe somebody needs to organize the Aunties so nobody hogs Carson!!!!

SPECIAL HELLO TO PAM!!!!!!!!! :thumbdown:

Okay, just had to share this. I was throwing away an old page a day calendar, based on the book "The Secret", I never read the book, so I didn't really use the calendar but for scrap paper, well I was throwing it away when I thought I would just see what it said on my birthday, and here it is-- "If you wish to lose weight, then the most important thing--more than anything else--is to be in joy and to be happy now, despite your weight. If you can be in joy now, to the point where you feel so good that the weight doesn't matter so much anymore, then it will fall away. The only thing keeping the weight there is your resistance to it, and when you are in joy you will let go of your resistance about your weight." Wow, I have been so angry and upset lately, about a lot of things but my weight is a HUGE issue right now. Food for thought!!

Kat that would be horrible if Rick got laid off!!

I got an email notifying me of new messages!!! Don't know why it wasn't doing that for a few days!! I think I am going to get into cross stitching again, keep my hands busy. I went through my box of stuff and have a lot of unfinished stuff!! I hope you feel better Judy!! Tracyk I hope your Dr. does the trick tomorrow for you!! Haydee, that was a good bad picture of you!! I have been watching the Golden Globes, taped 24, has anyone here seen "Slumdog Millionaire"? I have heard from a bunch of customers that it is really good. Gina, Suzie, TracyKs, Jenn, Terry, Kat, Laura, Denise, Michelle and MO have a good week!!!!!!!

Terry, you are sooo organized!!! I did a quick check on airfares, and they are lower right now. Still not sure if I will drive or fly. No direct flights here. I hate changing planes. Plus at the weight I am at right now there is no way I will be able to buckle my belt!! I get my fill hopefully in a week and a day!! Maybe I should make that my new ticker!!! Cheer up Tracy!!!! I am gonna call you!!!!!!!!! Jane

Well here I am, another day. I slept late, and have been just veging out. I need to start cleaning some, the cable guy is coming tomorrow and I hear it takes all day!! I am switching from Charter (which is my cable provider) to att u-verse. They are installing it on all my tvs, plus there is something to do with my internet is changing, but they say I can keep the same email. I hope so. I am getting a dvr also. No surprise here that I am not techno friendly so I hope I can understand what it is all about!! I am not getting notification about this site, is anybody else having the same problem? I hope all have a great day and enjoy and be safe!!!

seven years.

CONGRATULATIONS JENN!!!!!!!!! Michelle, tough thing with MO! A traveling vet? I take miralax, could you maybe mix some of that up in the water? There really is no taste I did NOT LOSE 9 pounds, I will change my ticker!! Just got back from final sentancing on trial. Very sad, they took Ryan away in handcuffs. The judge did say he was overwhelmed by all the letters written (Thanks Michelle). It was very sad, and an appeal is in the works. My poor Aunt and Uncle will be lost, not to mention his wife.

Good Morning. Kat I am glad you kind of resolved the situation with Abbey. You are right though, nothing will bring back what you and Rick missed yesterday. He sounds like a real loser!!!

I need that!

Way to go Jenn!!!!!!!!!!! Feel better Kat and Tracyk!!!!!!!! I took two benedryl to help me sleep last night. At least I slept. Have a good day today!!!!!!! You guys are doing GREAT!!

Hello, well I had the biggest meltdown I have had in years!! I guess it was the proverbial straw that broke the camels back. I was hysterical at work, the more I tried to calm down the worse I got. I finally got my shit together, but not till after my first two customers saw me lose whatever was left of my mind. It was over a stupid bank thing, it really wasn't a big thing. I am just so tense and on edge. Oh well tomorrow is a new day!!