lose i will

Sounds great! Going to try it tomorrow!

Lets be truthful, I know I have over eaten.... I'm not proud at all and know it's totally wrong!!!! I know that some of us have a harder time than others... I feel bad saying this, but I feel that I have very little will. I have a co worker that has lost about the amount I have. But I was band 6 months before her and i get mad at myself. I think for me my mind is full of it! I over think, and compare myself and I know I shouldn't! Everyone is different. It may take someone a couple of months, but for me I think it will take a couple of years.... sad but I won't give up. Only time will tell.

Having the same problem, it has been so hard for me. This has been one of the hardest things in my life. I also don't regret it.

So I dropped 5 lbs! Total of 59 lbs! Can't wait to get to onederland!

Go to get another fill. Have a 14 CC band with 9cc's in so far. Don't know if I will get a fill.... we will see. Wish me luck. I will let you know weight results! Hope it's good!

Great question. I get it! I live in Alabama and lately the climate has been messing with my band. Sometimes I can't eat anything at all until after 11 or 12 a.m.. Then all of a sudden I can eat way too much! What is the deal! I feel like I could go insane! I think I still need a fill. I am at 9 cc in my 14 cc band. I still have to work on and figure out this new life... I just am very thankful for this wonderful site. I wouldn't know what to do with out all you wonderful people/family. love you all.

I am glad I'm not the only one.

I'm still trying to figure things out, but feel better than I have been for a while. Just get nostalgic every now and then.

The thing that I hate most about gaining weight was my face. I don't know if you can relate but looking in the mirror at my face I didn't see myself. I mean who was this girl? She was a total stranger! Why was she trying to take over! I am going to get rid of her! I'm going to win no matter what!

1. 4cc's 2. 2.5cc's 3. 1.5cc's 4. .5 Total=8.5 in a 14cc band. Still having head hunger , but trying to do my best not to mess this up for me. I realized that for me this is an addiction* I've gone to see a psychologist. Hoping that this tool will help me. So far 44 lbs gone. It has taken a while. I was band 6/19.

Loving my new face! Before [ATTACH]25831[/ATTACH] The one with the purple. Sweeter is me now!

Thanks goal seeker! :-)

Thanks, I feel great.

Thanks! )

[ATTACH]25796[/ATTACH] I have lost 44 lbs! I couldn't see it, but when I saw my license, wow! Still have a way to go.