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I gotta scared and kept finding reasons/excuses not to go to seminar whats wrong with me i want this done

I can't wait lol thank you that was one of my biggest deciding factors is that I am young and dont have kids yet I want to get healthy so I can start a family and have a good life with them

Some days I do feel guilty about wanting this surgery like maybe it is the easy way out ...... but even the surgery sure does sound like a lot of hard work ahead

Im not ashamed to explain my problems or reasoning or even tell anyone about it but even when explain sometimes I get shut downs I mean there are also times after I explain they realize how many struggles I actually have that dont meet the eye

Im barely started on this new journey and this site/app has been so supportive and helpful thanks everyone good to know there's others like me going through the same trials tribulations

Girl im so ready to do something for me and make me happy yes back pain leg pain troubles breathing troubles breathing during sex etc. Lol I wanna be able to do things again and be able to breathe and not hurt while or after lol

Hehe

What was doctors orders on that? I know it slows healing process but....?

Oh hell lmao

Good to know ill keep that in mind for future reference lmao!

What's your poop like at first after surgery?

I know four people who have gotten pregnant with mirena

Thanks guys

I've been torn and had had bleeding stingy that's big possibility depending on how much blood there was and even color but to be safe id go to dr

Thanks guys these are really good questions.... and thanks for the humor too I needed a laugh... my mind is going 90 to nothing with questions I should asked so I wanted to write them down cuz I know im gonna be nervous and ill forget lol

Sorry im babbling I needed to vent

Well my family is pretty supportive and my bf too but my family have seen my struggles so they understand ... I also have hypothyroidism. I've the weight before did awesome loosing it went from 200 to 145 in 3 months but I couldn't keep it off I gained everything and more back within a yr and a half. As for comments like "Your not that big" or "But you carry it well " I dont how anyone carries fat well sorry ya there are still gorgeous women who are big but ad for carrying it well that statement honestly irritates the piss outta me I mean I know people are just trying to be nice but anyone who is big hell we've he heard it all before ... when I lost weight last time down to 145 I was the best me I've ever been happy beautiful confident now im just miserable I feel disgusting and can't even except a compliment I miss being a happy person used to you couldn't tell me I wasn't pretty I wouldn't believe ya lol I just miss being a happy me that I knows hiding deep down inside. I was previously married just divorced last month and my husband was not supportive of surgery due to risks I've always done for everyone but me and i've lost me it time for me to do something for myself I find myself again I dont wanna care what others think but it just brings me down about my decision im barely started yet haven't even attended seminar yet but im excited I've made up ky mind to finally do it and dont wanna here wat people have to say if its gonna just bring me down I almost dont wanna tell neone about it but I dont wanna feel ashamed about it either this is supposed to be a good thing for me

This is so funny I just had this convo with two of my gf the other day that I would be extactic to be able to see while im shaving again lmao

When I finally get a consult with a surgeon, What kind of questions should I be asking?

Sorry that was suppose to be (herba life)

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21 yrs old 5'0" 230lbs BMI 45 ideal weight 98-122lbs how do I not need this?

Girl I so agree and I haven't even attended the seminar yet lol im just happy my ****** bag husband us gone that didn't want me to do it is hone so now I can focus on myself I want to be happy and feel good about myself again I miss it I hate being miserable in my own body

Oh ya lapostropic for sure do u have a date yet

Oh ok I work at choate mh and ddc