I was just trying to give some background. I am sorry you it made you feel sad. That wasn't my goal. As for counseling, I am not sure why you feel I need that but I respect your opinion. I am a positive person and even though my weight and back have caused some hardships I wouldn't change a thing. Everything I have been through has made me the person I am. I will try to be funnier...but like I said, i can't promise anything...what I find comical, some people may not...I will just be honest and blunt and just be myself. Hope you keep reading...and I hope I don't make you sad anymore. I don't want to make anyone sad.