phillygirl8133

I confess that I Have no ideal how to eat right still I'm on soft food so I eat and puke
I confess that food is always on my mind and whatever I eat is not keeping me full
I confess that maybe I should be walking more then I could but the pain is was keeping me from doing anything
I confess that I'm doing this all alone and no support from anyone

Ok so my phyc old me 6 yrs ago I was bi-polar but I don't how I'm shy I do have anxiety issues and I'm going threw the loss of my father I am happy most of the time I do have issues like fitting in I'm a solo kinda person I feel like if u have to many friends they r to many problems I could feel one way one minute and them feel by easy influenced by someone else point of view I'll feel a different it's like I don't know how to think for myself I don't know how to make decisions for myself unless my husband is their with certain things I can go food shopping no problem takemy kids to their appts no problem I dont what is wrong with me what it is it cost me 2 friends one was getting married and I was the made of honor I found out the best man the groom ask had sex with my friend before they met but the hubby didnt know I felt some typ of way I just thought he should of asked someone else so me being blunt I said to her in private I can't be apart of ur wedding I just don't think it's right for her husband not to know the guy has one friend and idk I wished I never said anything cause now we don't really talk. I did go as a guest and I told her about my sleeve she's talking **** do I left her alone but anyway I think my mental health issues r getting the best of me and I needed to vent this out cause I have only my husband he is also bi polar he's is hot and cold sometime so I just don't bother

I confess that I Have no ideal how to eat right still I'm on soft food so I eat and puke
I confess that food is always on my mind and whatever I eat is not keeping me full
I confess that maybe I should be walking more then I could but the pain is was keeping me from doing anything
I confess that I'm doing this all alone and no support from anyone

Heyy everyone I'm down 170 now a total loss of 92lbs :-D I'm excited I still wanna lose like 30 more I am slowing down a wee bit but hell I'm glad to be in onederland lol

Heyy everyone I'm down 170 now a total loss of 92lbs :-D I'm excited I still wanna lose like 30 more I am slowing down a wee bit but hell I'm glad to be in onederland lol

I confess that I Have no ideal how to eat right still I'm on soft food so I eat and puke
I confess that food is always on my mind and whatever I eat is not keeping me full
I confess that maybe I should be walking more then I could but the pain is was keeping me from doing anything
I confess that I'm doing this all alone and no support from anyone

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I confess that I Have no ideal how to eat right still I'm on soft food so I eat and puke
I confess that food is always on my mind and whatever I eat is not keeping me full
I confess that maybe I should be walking more then I could but the pain is was keeping me from doing anything
I confess that I'm doing this all alone and no support from anyone

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after 4 months I lost62 my sw:262 now199 I'm so happy I haven't been in the 100*s in 13 yrs this sleeve is amazing best thing I could ever do :-O

after 4 months I lost62 my sw:262 now199 I'm so happy I haven't been in the 100*s in 13 yrs this sleeve is amazing best thing I could ever do :-O

after 4 months I lost62 my sw:262 now199 I'm so happy I haven't been in the 100*s in 13 yrs this sleeve is amazing best thing I could ever do :-O

after 4 months I lost62 my sw:262 now199 I'm so happy I haven't been in the 100*s in 13 yrs this sleeve is amazing best thing I could ever do :-O

after 4 months I lost62 my sw:262 now199 I'm so happy I haven't been in the 100*s in 13 yrs this sleeve is amazing best thing I could ever do :-O

after 4 months I lost62 my sw:262 now199 I'm so happy I haven't been in the 100*s in 13 yrs this sleeve is amazing best thing I could ever do :-O

after 4 months I lost62 my sw:262 now199 I'm so happy I haven't been in the 100*s in 13 yrs this sleeve is amazing best thing I could ever do :-O

after 4 months I lost62 my sw:262 now199 I'm so happy I haven't been in the 100*s in 13 yrs this sleeve is amazing best thing I could ever do :-O

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I confess that I Have no ideal how to eat right still I'm on soft food so I eat and puke
I confess that food is always on my mind and whatever I eat is not keeping me full
I confess that maybe I should be walking more then I could but the pain is was keeping me from doing anything
I confess that I'm doing this all alone and no support from anyone

I confess that I Have no ideal how to eat right still I'm on soft food so I eat and puke
I confess that food is always on my mind and whatever I eat is not keeping me full
I confess that maybe I should be walking more then I could but the pain is was keeping me from doing anything
I confess that I'm doing this all alone and no support from anyone