#MagicWithinme

Gained some weight and people were commenting how good I looked.

Ate lunch fast too day, was hiccupping as we walked around a store, suddenly everything "slide now" my stomach hurt and I tell hubby oh the baby is kicking, he reaches over and rubs my tummy.. The loooks we get..

NSV!!! put on knee high socks and they have actually stayed up at my knees !!!

thinking this will work for summer:http://www.mrdewies.com/

Went to pizza buffet today, I didn't worry too much about temptation as they are notorious known not to have the pizza ready (11-2) my lunch is 11-12. Well wouldn't you know today the pizza was ready, 15 hot steaming pizza tenderly sliced, ready for consumption. I got my salad, ate that first. I ended up getting two pieces, although I did walk through and smell them. Ate one, took the toppings off the second one.

##Temptatiaonsdontgoaway

heartstop moment, working out , getting some sweat going and I look at it to check time, it hadn't moved! time to get a battery. I had worked out for 20 minutes

went shopping at lunch with hubby, we both put our stuff on the counter and we both walked away, thinking each other was going to pay..I'm like wait a minute you're supposed to pay

What's the deal? Talked to some friends, they are also having high BP problems. Worse than mine!

I saw my self in the zumba mirror there I was wearing big clothes, and I was feeling big, next morning wear closer fitting closing I looked so different, Put away the fat zumba clothes!

Nothing like making you feel dumber than a 5th grader.. took 2 hour test for different position at work.. lots has changed...

lunch with hubby, whilte he had this jumbo torta, I had a chili relleno filled with cheese and beans. Fresh never tasted soo good. We both had enough left over for din din!

I have to realize that although I have stopped the abuse on my body, there was still damage done, I have to allow my mind/body to heal from that still.

NSV: ? On my way to work I see some of the guys I work with, I wave and they wave back. Yesterday I waved at two of them with no response. Later when I saw him, he said I didn't realize that was you!

I've been feeling crappy lately, but now I'm hearing everyone else is too, (makes me feel beter is a weird way to know I'm not the only one)

what a reminder!, a co-worker was asking me if I didn't feel well and I told him about my meat issue, that I can't eat meat, and he said of course not, Lent started no meat for 40 days!

Menopause hit, after I had pneumonia in October and took some heavy rounds of antibiotics, it took my resistance to ZERO. I was off of work, for 3 months. no working out and now just back to work. Going from 6 days a week working out to none, has been hard, every day I think is today the day I'm going to the gym and by midday I'm already dragging. Trying to take vitamins and eat healthy. As the dr. said this is temporary , since I never had issues before.  But hey I lost 25 lbs.

NSV: got a massage today, the tech said, did you loose more weight? Happily I said yes!

Tried to eat salad all week, and no problems going down, but gassing ,and bad taste in mouth.. gonna have to a other stuff to diet, oh well I tried.

Did a 30 minute work out last night, kicked my but and then dragged me home..

ready to work out !

YEAH, new AC unit here, had to relocate to differet office for now..

Studies tell us you can break a habit in as little as twenty-one days. Be willing to discipline yourself so you can rise to a new level of personal freedom. Joel Osteen,

Sometimes it seems easier to go around the pain than through it, but we are only taking the long way when we do that.

Myd aughter and I were at a store,clerk said ho ho to me and my daughter and I said you don't know me!..

Thought I had gained weight over the weekend, did more snacking than usual, my gym pants were alittle snug. Wasnt till I took them off that I realized they were my new medium pants not the XL I normally wear! snug is good!