#MagicWithinme

Mind Tricks, when I look in the mirror, I look and feel fat, but when I look in the mirror with someone else, I see myself loooking through their eyes.

Mind Tricks, when I look in the mirror, I look and feel fat, but when I look in the mirror with someone else, I see myself loooking through their eyes.

Holidays over time to get back to it, and I have come to realize it's not the extra weight that makes me feel bad, its the guilt. Crazy mind ..

Gained some weight and people were commenting how good I looked.

I finally went over the line, the cholesteral line that is,. dr says meds and diet, but I've been on a diet since lapband!! grr

ahhhh, hubby made some sweet and low chicken over rice tonight, I only had a few bites and my body did the sugar dumping thing...

we cant change what we did….but we can change what we do

2nd time in my life, in Rue 21 shop, all the bright colors, and lights, I think I started hyperventilating! I made myself stay and pick out an outfit.

when does the time come when you can start enjoying losing weight?

1ST real cold since lapband and it sucks, (even dr says boy you haven't been around for awhile have you> I can consider that a NSV right?

I found a sticky in going through my lapband stuff, it says Carb's first then Protein, can't remember why I wrote it

When did everyone get off the pain meds?

I won 1st place in a costume contest, I never would have thought I would 2 years ago!

Ok I jus caught up on everybodies status as my laptop was out &own for a while , so Happy Birthday Bandtista , way to go guys you know who you are all of you, I couldn't see a lot of stuff , I did reply when I could and I read what I could using my phone but I am so blind that even when I had y glasses on I couldn't see some stuff, so the laptop is back up so hopefully I can see more.

Been at the beach last week, no time for laundry

Well apaprently I've been hitting my chest too hard to make myself, burp, chiro had to adjust the front rib area (carefully) I told my co-worker she really needs to burp me,,

Yesterday went to gym for class of PiYo, imagine my surprise when the instructor stood there and said well to RIPPED!

Hmm, that's interesting, had a weird dream and all I can remember is someone asking me if I was on coke or soemthing, and a fire burning that everyone was ignoring

Hmm, that's interesting, had a weird dream and all I can remember is someone asking me if I was on coke or soemthing, and a fire burning that everyone was ignoring

hubby fine, had neck work done, everyone kept asking him if I was his wife, good or bad? I'd like to think good, he said if one more person asked him he was going to say I was the housekeeper

Dropped my plate of food this am, but I was cool,

After 5 months of no fill, I'm literally having a panic attack in drs, office, thinking in my mind I've gained all my weight back.

After 5 months of no fill, I'm literally having a panic attack in drs, office, thinking in my mind I've gained all my weight back.

Wenting shopping with hubby, kept holding up stuff and asking him what do you think?He kept shrugging his shoulders. I said you aren't going to answer me are you?

How I survive life, .. I have a plastic tumbler on my desk, double to drink water from , lately when I drink the water its been tasting funny. I figured it was my breath, I'd eaten something so I 've been drinking from it. This morning