Day Six And Still Standing
· Fivey · 11/20/11 11:39 PM
Today I joined Lap Band Talk to save myself. My surgery was 11/14/11.
Can you imagine? I get paid for advice and empathy and yet I'm here feeling so unsure.
I went shopping for the holiday this morning after going to the gym with my husband. I ran 1 1/2 miles and I felt so good. During our shopping spree I came up with every excuse to purchase corn chips for my "dog". Perhaps I am not adjusting mentally to this liquid phase. So why did I have to try six chips and now I am waiting for the consequences to come on? I feel sad, concerned and unsure of why I acted in such a self-defeating manner. Perhaps I was seeking to join a group just like this : )
Something tells me that this self-discovery process is going to be rocky (not rockly road ice cream). I'm down 14lb during the last three weeks. I gotta stay focused. I want to loose another 10lbs befor X-Mas.
~ Fivey
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