OK HEEEELP! I'VE BEEN FEELING SCARED, NERVOUS, AND A LIL SAD ABOUT GETTING THE SURGERY I FEEL LIKE I'M PUSHING MY APPOINTMENTS FURTHER OUT BECAUSE OF FEAR IN ADDITION TO TRYING TO DIGEST AS MUCH INFORMATION AS POSSIBLE i'VE GIVING MYSELF HEADACHES AND FEEL STRESSED WITH THE WHOLE THING SMH :-(
