dianels

WELL DO:faint: :faint: :clap2: :angry :bandit :think :think :faint: :faint: :faint: :faint: :faint: :faint: :faint: :faint: :faint: :faint:

TODAY I GO TO TJ. TO GET MY FIRST FILL. I HOPE THAT CAN HANDLE THIS TIME WT ASOF TODAY IS 129.8..,. WAY TOMUCH FOR ME. I WANT TO GET DOWN TO 115 AT 62". THAT IS FINE FOR ME. I NEED TO ENSURE THAT I AM NOT TOO TIGHT WHEN I GET MY FILL.. NO MORE PUKING.

NOT GOOD,, IT CAUSES SLIPPAGE

:omg: :omg: :omg: :hungry: :hungry: :hungry: :sick :sick :sick :sick :think :think :D :D :) :scared: :scared: :notagree :notagree :help: MORNING WEIGHT WAS 124.9.. UNSAT

NEED TO BUCKLE UP THE BELT

:help: :help: :help: :help: I Got MY SLIPPED BAND OUT OF THE WAY. BUT I AM STILL EATING TO MUCH.. EVEN THOUGH I DO NOT HAVE ANY :faint: THING IN MY BAND,, I AM STILL SUPPOSE TO BE WATCHING WHAT I AM EATIN,.DAN

:help: :help: :help: :( :heh: :heh: :heh: TUESDAY THE 27TH I GO BACK TO TJ TO GET MY BAND CORRECED..IE.....BAND SLIPPAGE.

MY HUSBAND HAS HAD A FIT AS TO THE COST OF THIS BAND. I AM SELF PAY AND I AM THE ONE THAT MADE THE MISTAKES BY NOT EATING CORRECTLY., I DIDNT TELL HIM THIS... BUT TO THE TUNE OF 5,000 OUT OF MYOWN POCKET.. THE ORGINAL SURGERY WAS 8300. OUT OF MY OWN POCKET. I AM JUST PAYING IT OFF TODAY...SHOOT. SO I AM GOING TO BE THE PERFECT BANDSTER PERSON. AND GET RID OF THE 8 PDS I HAVE GAINED SINCE JAN 07...THAT IS WHEN I WAS TOLD IT HAD SLIPPED DUE TO MY EATING HABITS. I HAVE BEEN BEATING MYSELF UP SINCE THEN.. I KNEW I HAD TO TELL MY HUBBY THAT I NEEDED TO GET THE BAND FIXED.. I CANT STAND TO BE OVERWEIGHT NOR CAN I STAND TO NOT DO WHAT IS RIGHT BY THE BAND. SO WITH A HEAVY HEART AND BANK ACCOUNT I NEED TO CORRECT THIS PROBLEM.

SO WITH THIS IN MIND,, I GO TO TJ ON TUESDAY AND GO UNDER AGAIN TO GET THE BAND FIXED.. I WILL ENSURE THAT I AM THE PERFECT PERSON AND EAT AND DO MY THING THE CORRECT WAY

BEGINNING WT

178/127/110. DR LOPEZ HERE I COME

I WANT TO GET DOWN TO 110.

I wish you all the luck in the world. I hope you get the band.IT WILL MAKE LIFE EASIER FOR YOU TRUST ME.

DIANE

:help: :help:HEre i come to TJ again

LEts see what happens tomorrow

dls :help: :help: :cry :cry :think :think :think :(wow itis going to happen:faint: :help:

:help: :help: :help: :der: :angry :angry :angry :omg: :omg: :omg: :omg: :sick :sick :cry :cry anyway have not heard back from the Pat Cordinator or Dr. H from TJ either one

ATE WAY TO MUCH YESTERDAY...NOT GOOD JUNK ICE CREAM RICE CHICKEN,,,JUST FRINGEN STUFFED BY MYSELF.. BAD NEW

:help: :help: :help:Well not good new.. 5200. so far for the surg

weight as of 3/1/07 125.. I keep going up

SAD

:help: :help: :help: :help: :help: :help: WELL I FIND OUT Monday how much money I get to spend on frigen repositioning due to my own stupidity

126 wt as of today 2/23/07

I am so sick OF THIS WHOLE ORDEAL

DIANE

2/6/07 up ANOTHER FRIGEN PD I CANT WAIT FOR A FILL IN 12 DAYS.. THAT DAM DR HAD BETTER TELL ME GOOD NEWS CAUSE I DONTWANT TO HEAR ANYTHING BUT THE WORDS FILLLLLLLLLL COMING FROM HER MOUTH.

I AM VERY PISSSSED RIGHT NOW

WEll up ANOTHER DAM POUND... 125 TODAY T MINUS 12 DAYS FOR A FILL. I HOPE I GET A FILL VICE GOING THRU SOMETHING ELSE I NEED SOME RESTRICTION

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Well I am up 5 pds and still have not eaten the way I am suppose to. SO I have 2 more wks till I go back to see the Dr to find out if I get my fill.:scared: :omg: :think :bored :eek: :clap2: Today is Friday.. Let me see If I can eat correctly this weekend...I love myself

WT start 178 on 3/29/178

todays date is 2/2/07.. I had 2 fills and 2 unfills.

Lowest weight was 118 6wks ago..

NOw 123 pds today 2/2/07

:angry Diane