I can really relate to your story.
It could have been me writing it.
The lapband was a complete mess to me too.
In Sept 10, 2007
Out June 15 2010
I also wasn’t able to eat anything healthy. I was down to eating soft things like chocolate…it went down real easy.
I can’t tell you how many times and how many different situations I have been in that were horrible.
I’d also leave the restaurants and have to pull over in a parking lot somewhere and throw up. Gosh I hated that.
It got to the point where I didn’t know what to eat. It seemed everything was going to get stuck. I chewed until the food was basically pureed in my mouth (gross) and swallow, only to have that ut-oh feeling. The one you have when you know it didn’t go down.
I know the bathroom feeling. Holding it in your mouth until someone left the bathroom. Hoping for a handicap stall so you could wash up. I’d also did not want to throw up in the public toilets…others germs, so I’d use the sink, and then I’d have to clean it out. Horrible. Horrible. Horrible.
I also hated the plastic feeling in my stomach. When I would lie flat in bed I hated they way it felt. It always felt foreign to me. The fills were never right. One weekend I couldn’t even swallow my own spit. I called they said can you wait until Monday.
I’m schedule for May 12 to have the Vertical Sleeve put in. I’m doing that in Mexico and I’m really looking forward to it.
I wish I had researched the lapband more before I got it put in.
Funny thing insurance paid to have it put in; I changed jobs and had to pay to have it taken out. Life’s lessons. LOL