Feelings/Emotions

It's not PMS but I just feel off. I want to cry periodically, I want a hug.....I know I am missing Linda. I feel like a failure.....(psychological examination) my father once told me I did nothing right.....that kinda stuff doesn't go away. It is a shame the stuff we hold on to and just creeps back into our minds. All the shit I forget and this is something that I remember.

Whatever

I ate to much last night....my band is officially missing but I will try to ignore that and continue for another week before I decide to get a fill. My band hides every now and then.

Life Sucks Sometimes ha ha ha ha but God is Good All the Time, I like that

I would just die if I had to get on a scale today.

I can't stop eating.

pop tart 7am

pineapples 3 cubes 8am

peppermint patty 9am

5 crackers w/grd turkey 9:45

pineapples 6 cubes 11am

It is 12 and my stomach is growling.....whyyyyyy.....I want to eat but I know I am not HUNGRY.