2.29.08: financial and marital STRIFE

Dear Plumpy Pad,

So I am trying to continue the downward momentum... It gets tough when there is so much financial stress. My husband lost his job on Jan. 11th... and it has been nearly 2 months that I have been the lone provider. We're hurting... He needs to find a new job --ANY JOB-- and he needs to do it right now.

He's been on a few inerviews for fast food places, and I feel bad because the idea of my husband working fast food kind of embarasses me. I just don't understand why he didn't plan for his future better when he was young... I guess I harbor a lot of resentments towards him. He's an amazing, kind, and caring man... but he's also lazy and unfocused. I don't know... I just needed to vent.

Here's mdiary for the day:

FOOD REPORT:

February 28, 2008

I ate: penne pasta (565)

My total calories were: 565

Calorie Debt: 553,885 - (3000-565) = 551,450

February 28, 2008

I ate: penne pasta (355) and chow mein noodles (140)

My total calories were: 495

Calorie Debt: 556,390 - (3000-495) = 553,885

February 27, 2008

I ate: chicken w/ sun-dried tomato noodles (580)

My total calories were: 580

Calorie Debt: 558,810 - (3000-580) = 556,390

February 26, 2008

I ate: chicken with vegetables (250)

My total calories were: 250

Calorie Debt: 561,560 - (3000-250) = 558,810

February 25, 2008

I ate: nothing (0)

My total calories were: 0

Calorie Debt: 564,560 - (3000-0) = 561,560

February 24, 2008

I ate: mac 'n cheese w/ spinach and onions (560)

My total calories were: 560

Calorie Debt: 567,000 - (3000-560) = 564,560