Tomorrow's B day

Tomorrow's the day everything will change, everything going to plan that is. I saw my doctor today and he said there may be a slight chance my liver could still be to big. That's got me worried because he said if the liver is too fatty still he won't put the band in for another 2 weeks. Today is the day my DH said that it's actually hit me, I've been out of sorts, not talking, worried and now concerned about this possible problem with my liver. Worried about the risks and my little ones and there reactions to anything that may go wrong. I am very positive about anything going wrong its just the liver that worries me.:nervous:cry:eek: So DH and I are dropping the kids at my parents in the morning, then off to the hospital for an 11.30am start, and my op is happening at 1.30pm, back to the ward about 4pm and I'm in for the night.:omg: Here's hoping everything goes alright. Bye junk food, bye fatty food, bye fat reflection, bye no confidence, hello new me, a happy me, a healthy new me. Please GOD give me the strength to do well in every aspect of my life, especially this battle with my weight and to understand the reasons behind it. AMEN:help: I will check back in when I get home from hospital and are up to reporting, see you soon:clap2:

Hey Pen - just checkin to see if you were home yet, and how you are feeling? you are in my thoughts..... hugz Karen