Kind of tired right now.. but I wanted to report that I have lost 7 lbs I am so excited and I have to get the notion that if I can loose then I can do this on my own. all I have to say is that I have proven to my self over the years that I cannot do this on my own, yes I have lost, and yes I have gained it back and more.. so this is going to work.. this is going to keep me in check, this is going to help me helo my self.

but I am so glad it is going slow..

cuz I am scared why? not sure.. opeations scary? and well they just are. I am afraid of the dentist so.. need I say more?

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It took me a long time before I could openly admit that I wanted to have the lap band.....cause that little voice in the back of my mind kept whispering to me over and over that I was weak because I couldn't do this on my own and that I was taking the "easy" way out. One thing I learned by hearing about other peoples journey is that this "ain't easy" that it takes just as much hard work and determination as always. The lapband just helps us to control things a little better.....so guess what I did? That little voice in the back of my mind.. I sat on it....and I haven't heard it since...heehee! Keep you head up things will work out.