Starting over

So I have been thinking about what exactly to say to my inlaws and I think I am just gonging to tell them I have a doc appt and I am on a diet. I really don't feel like it is everyone's business. I will need them to get my son ready for school on surgery day. SO I am planning on just saying My hubby and I have an early appt. If they ask questions I will just tell them it's personal.

My husband has been better the past couple days. Maybe we are just avoiding talking about it.

I am excited about getting a lapband but I am worried too. Is this really something I can do the rest of my life. I imagine myself at age 70 hurling because I drank to fast. Will I set off metal detectors? What if I need an MRI or a X-ray will the metal in the port cause problems? It is all just worry for the sake of worrying.

I know it is going to take something Life altering like the Lap band to fix this problem. I have tried it alone and it doesn't work for me.

I will be having my surgery a week before the next semester. I think by the end of the semester I am gonna look like a whole new person. I can't wait. May this be the last time I worry about wether or not I will fit in the desk at school. Most of my classes are in labs but I do have one that will be in a regular classroom. I don't want to be the fat nurse who's boobs are in your face when she leans over you. I wanna be the hot nurse who's boobs are in your face when she leans over you. :crying: Wohooo.I should be at goal by the time I graduate. What a feeling that will be. I will be Starting Over.:sneaky:

Good for YOU!!!!!!

You will love your Band and your life will change for better! Best of luck to you.

My Band is my little secret too, only my husband knows and it's working out great.

Good for you. You are going to do great! About the flying - I fly regularly, starting 2 days after surgery as well as to and from my fill appointments. I've never had any problems. The best part is noticing how much more comfortable in the seats I am becoming as I lose. :sneaky: