I began Chantix to stop smoking this past Monday 7-20. The pills can have side effects like crazy dreams, suicidal thoughts, depression, etc. I've been feeling down that last few days and want to contribute my feelings to the pills. I would love it if they actually make not smoking easier. Quit date is supposed to be 7-28, here's hoping I stay on this band wagon as well! I have been having weird thoughts, not suicidal ones. These poll type questions pop into my mind. One that keeps playing is "If you found yourself suddenly single (whether married or dating) would you go right out and start dating again?" My answer to myself was yes, but for sex only. lol No rolling around in misery for me, just give me no strings attached sex to drown my sorrows.

I've been up since 4am and couldn't go back to sleep. It's now 15 minutes before I would normally get up and NOW I feel sleepy again.

Purees are cool. I thought they would be gross, but they taste the same as if I were chewing stuff up. The processor just saves me the time of actually chewing it up. lol I'm now afraid that I'm eating too much. If the food is liquidy, it seems I could keep on eating forever if I wanted. I'm eating when hungry and until I'm not hungry. I'm not sure what full feels like and am not sure if I wanna find out. If I eat hummus it seems to stick to my ribs and keep me satisfied for a while, which I like. So, is satisfied the new full?