2nd fill, finally feel something
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OK, well I had my first fill four weeks ago. (didn't post about it because, well, it was horrible and I didn't want to discuss it, LOL) It was done in the office. They had a really hard time finding my port (low profiles are harder to fill I am told) and it took 6 yes I said six sticks before they got it in the port. It isn't that they couldn't feel the port, it is right in the sturnum and easy to feel, they just couldn't get the center of it and with the low profiles, it has to be more center than the traditional port and they are smaller too. That was a horrible first fill experience. I am told that is a very rare unusual thing though so hopefully no one else goes through that on their first fill. Oh, add to that it was not numbed. I was sore and bruised for a few days.
Well, for the first few days I felt a little more restricted but then it went away. While I was eating less than pre-band and maybe a little less than pre-fill, I was hungry all the time. I had a 1.5 fill the first time. (4cc band) I have fluxuated up and down with the same 4 pounds all month. I expected this as I have been told over and over that the band won't really start doing it's job until I am at the correct restriction. Let me add, when you are at this point...have band and a little restriction but feel hungry all the time....you may be prone to try stupid things. LOL I have found that even with just a little restriction. A flour tortilla somehow turns into a painful stabbing brick after it is swallowed!! LOL I also tried rice despite the many warnings I had read. Same thing...thought I would die. So I now know that soft tacos just aren't worth it and I really can't eat rice again. I had told myself I wouldn't even try the potential problem foods cause I could just live without them and no big deal. Why even risk it when there are plenty of other things to eat, LOL but....LOL..at this point I thought maybe I could get in one before I had restriction, nope...didn't work.
well, I went yesterday for fill number two and it was the strangest thing. As he was adding the fill, I could feel it. It felt as if I was eating a huge meal in record time, LOL. For whatever reason, maybe the sweating, nausea and tears that accompanied the very painful first fill or maybe just because it wasn't enough saline, I didn't feel it tightening around my stomach before. Water passed fine but I definetly feel different now. I was on liquid yesterday and mushies today although I can only get down the very softest of mushies and a very small amount at that so keep your fingers crossed that this fill will be much closer to my sweet spot and I will start to see some progress.Should be on solid food tomorrow so I will have an even better idea of my restriction (making allowance for swelling of course)