Wow I can not believe tomorrow is my surgery! I remember 4 weeks ago when the doc gave me this date I thought it was ages away. But now its only one sleep away.

Honestly I've been average on the pre-op diet. Only doing two meals replaced a day and sometimes not the best choices for the other meal and some Snacks. But I have made a lot of positive changes to my habits.

As for emotionally I've been in therapy for 3 years, I have Complex Post Traumtric Stress Disorder from childhoold aduse (won't go into detail but a really horrible childhood). I depended on food to get through it, I used food to help me hide my pain and memories through my teens and 20's but now I've learned new ways to tackle life and food has a lesser grip on me. I think more clearly before eating, I don't binge everyday. I'm not perfect! I still make mistakes with food but I'm happy with where I am before this surgery.

My pyshratric Doc sent of my back ground to the hospital so the recovery nurses will know I can be triggered by waking up and being in a different environment. The ward is happy for my hubby to stay overnight in my room to help me if memories and anxiety are triggered. So I'm set.

Sister in law comes tonight to stay with my kids. Just need to finish my bag.

Yeek it's here! I'm down 4kg (about 8ish pounds) in preop.

My mind is struggling with the fact I'm going to lose weight... it's like "what??"

In my life I haven't lost more than 15kg but then put it back on.. my mind is struggling with the concept..

Edited October 7, 20169 yr by Ebony Rose

Hi All,

I'm doing well ???? been up for a shower, walking around the ward.

Had 3 small spoonfuls of yogurt. Siping Water. Tried peppermint tea for gas. But I'm burping. Woke up from theater well, I was able to do mindfulness and the nurses helped me stay present. Emotionally I'm so happy with my choice, feeling in control.

Feeling very sore, and nausea comes and goes. My stomach muscles hurt! But it's so worth it!!

Thanks for all the kind words xx I'll keep posting.

Edited October 9, 20169 yr by Ebony Rose

Hi All,

I'm doing well ???? been up for a shower, walking around the ward.

Had 3 small spoonfuls of yogurt. Siping Water. Tried peppermint tea for gas. But I'm burping. Woke up from theater well, I was able to do mindfulness and the nurses helped me stay present. Emotionally I'm so happy with my choice, feeling in control.

Feeling very sore, and nausea comes and goes. My stomach muscles hurt! But it's so worth it!!

Thanks for all the kind words xx I'll keep posting.

Yay! Thank you for updating us! Any advice for us who are post-op? Is there anything we should know to pack in our bag? ☺

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Hairbrush and plenty of hair ties, pack nice soap as well that first shower with lovely soap is magical lol

Edited October 9, 20169 yr by Ebony Rose

Hairbrush and plenty of hair ties, pack nice soap as well that first shower with lovely soap is magical lol

That's good to know! Thank you! Hope everything continues to be a good experience for you!!☺

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@@Ebony Rose

Welcome back! Glad you are doing well. Pain and nausea will go away, so will excessive burping.

Awesome that you love your decision! Happy recovery to you

That second shower was pure heaven... sigh.

I'm up and walking around the ward, drinking well. Just need to focus on siping because I get distracted lol I'm taking my morning medications (3 tablets) over a 40min period.

Didn't sleep well, different environment and lots of strange noises. I see my doctor soonish so hopefully today or tomorrow for home.

Feeling proud of myself ????

Edited October 9, 20169 yr by Ebony Rose

yippy!!!

@@Ebony Rose,

Congratulations on your surgery! Thanks for telling us your background so we can go through your journey with you with a greater understanding! I am so glad it went well for you and you are happy with your choice.

Thanks for all the updates. It is great not only to know that you are doing well, but it is also good to learn what you are feeling and thinking at each stage before and after surgery. It helps us all know what to expect. Good luck as you keep moving forward!

@@Ebony Rose

Glad you are doing well!

Yes, hospitals are noisy places, with lots of activities in the mornings.

I had a private room, and took Ear Plugs and Eye Shades with me, and I used to wake up, then dose a bit, then I would be woken up for vitals, then dose again etc.

Hope you are cleared for home soon

Hi All,

I'm doing well ???? been up for a shower, walking around the ward.

Had 3 small spoonfuls of yogurt. Siping Water. Tried peppermint tea for gas. But I'm burping. Woke up from theater well, I was able to do mindfulness and the nurses helped me stay present. Emotionally I'm so happy with my choice, feeling in control.

Feeling very sore, and nausea comes and goes. My stomach muscles hurt! But it's so worth it!!

Thanks for all the kind words xx I'll keep posting.

Yay! Thank you for updating us! Any advice for us who are post-op? Is there anything we should know to pack in our bag? ☺

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The only thing I needed was my phone, a charger, and a robe. I slept most of the time, so I really didn't need anything else. I wore the same clothes home that I wore to the hospital, since I barely had them on.

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@@Ebony Rose, it's great that you felt like posting what seems only minutes after surgery. You are going to be a champion every step of the way.

Love reading all the stories! Makes me feel not so alone on this journey! I'm scheduled for surgery on 10/26. I'm 5'0 189 (after the 6 months of weigh in appt) started at 215. My goal is 50-60lbs. Praying I get approved for the surgery. Should know this week. I'm super nervous for the surgery.

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Sorry I'm new to this and realized I just posted under @@Ebony Rose story.

Congratulations on your surgery! Hope your recovery continues to go well

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I'm so glad that it all went well for you @@Ebony Rose and it will keep getting better for you! Happy for you

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Last night I slept for a massive 10 hours, my body was exhausted. I didn't need to have any pain medication before bed but as soon as I woke up I felt my stomach muscles pull. The first hot shower at home was pure bliss, rubbing all the sticky tape gunk of my arms and stomach and finally washing my hair I was able to wash the smell of the hospital from my hair.

Hit a wall today with my tiredness, really feeling it but I still have a massive smile on my face from my choice. I feel so in control of my life.

I had some natural yogurt this morning and I didn't gag on it. Taking food and Water very slowly, I get distracted because I don't feel hungry I forget I'm eating. Walking has helped get the gas out, sometimes it is really bad if I don't watch how big my mouthful is or how big my sips are.

Overall I am well and everyone gets a *high five*