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I am reposting this on it's own topic string because I really need advice.
I am 6 days out and I feel like I am starving. It is not head hunger, my stomach is actually hurting me. I went to the doctor for my post-op today and I couldn't get him to listen to me about it - he said it is probably head hunger. I think it is stomach acid - at night it hurts really bad. During the day it bothers me, but doesn't hurt as much. I feel if I could just eat something, it would make my stomach feel better. Needless to say, it seems this is how I used to feel and how I gained so much weight in the first place, so it is very frustrating to me. The last thing I want to do is have gone through this only to find myself in the same place.
Two nights ago I tried getting up at night and putting something in my stomach when the pain started, so it had something to do - I don't know how to describe the feeling except to say that it feels like my stomach is eating itself. It goes in waves...it will be somewhat quiet and then suddenly a large, almost like a cramp, comes on. It is very painful. Whatever it is, it is what I have associated with hunger pains my entire life. After I eat, it seems to feel better for a couple of hours. I realize if I want to lose weight, I cannot get up and feed it every time it does this. So last night, I ended up having to take pain killers to get through the night.
I have noticed the pain in my stomach is similar to something I have had since I can remember. I remember getting up when I was in 3rd grade and throwing up bile every morning - my stomach hurt so bad. I almost failed school because I missed so many days. I learned to control it as I got older, but I never felt good in the mornings. I eventually learned that if I kept feeding myself, the pain stayed gone (with the exception of some bad mornings). I continuously grazed all day, every day. About 8 years ago I started experiencing really bad GERD - the back of my throat and tongue would burn. If I tried to drink Water, which everyone said was so good for me, it was like pouring gasoline on fire - I could feel the eruption. No anti-acids worked. My doctor sent me for an upper GI, but besides finding an irritated stomach, they did not find anything. They determined it was probably happening due to my weight. The GERD eventually calmed down and then it would only happen occasionally, but it made me miserable.
I can't tell you how upset it makes me to be right back where I was after having this surgery, and I am determined not to get dragged into this pattern again. There must be a reason for all the acid in my stomach and a way to stop it. I am currently on Pepcid 2x a day, and I have not tried to introduce anything else. In the past, nothing worked - especially not things like Tums and Malanta.
On top of that, is if I consume anything that has an artificial sweetener, my stomach reacts badly, but if I go to all natural products, like shakes with vegan Proteins, I get GERD so bad I want to die. I tried a Protein drink a couple of hours ago that I got in the mail today called Syntrex Nectars Naturals, which has no artificial products in it, and now my esophagus and mouth is on fire! I feel so hopeless right now - I have only found one protein mix I can tolerate and even that is bothering me somewhat. I want to eat real, whole, food - not chemically produced Protein Shakes - yet I am not allowed to. Are there others out there who can't seem to drink the protein shakes - if so, what do you do?
I am curious if what you are experiencing is in any way similar to what I am describing... you know what they say, misery loves company!
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