Surgery is tomorrow at 7 am. I have been crying for hours and hours. I don't know if I'm scared or having second thoughts? Has anyone felt this way? Sitting in the lobby of my hotel debating to check in or dash back to my car

I don't know what to say.

I've yet to have my surgery, but I'm sure I'll have lots of conflicted feels leading up to it.

I only know that I'm doing it to help me get to where I want to be......and to help me stay there for the rest of my life. I think that if I keep that in mind things will remain more clear.

I hope that you are able to gain total clarity and get in touch with why you want to have the surgery and what you believe the benefits will be in your life.

The night before any type of surgery is nerve-racking.....I assure you.

i remember being antsy as hell the night before I had an ankle tendon repaired. I had an awesome surgeon and things were fairly textbook leading up to it. I was worked up for no reason whatsoever.

Surgery is not something we have every day......and can get us weirded out.

Think positive You have came to far to turn around. This is to better yourself. Check in that room in relax. Wish you well! This is your new beginning.

I felt the same way in the days leading up to my surgery. I was elated, yet terrified. I knew I was making the right decision and am so happy I went through with it. I will say a prayer for you. You can do it!

Beachbum- praying that you find the answers you need deep in your heart and awake with calm and confidence! I look forward to hearing how well things go tomorrow, and even better, a month from now!

@@Beachbum93 good look on your surgery this morning I'll pray for your surgery and quick recovery