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I want the thinner healthier ME back. It's so depressing to see how much I lost then gained then lost then gained back. I cannot wait for July to be sleeved and work hard to change me and end this cycle of yoyo weight!

Edited May 3, 201412 yr by jdillon

Hi jdillon, I understand exactly what you are saying. I was on the weight loss pills and got down to 198 lbs but as soon as I stopped taking those pills the weight I loss came right back and a couple more lbs. People think obesity people lay around and eat all day but that is not the case. They don't understand how hard it is to carry all this weight. I pray everything will go well with your surgery in July.

Hi jdillon, I understand exactly what you are saying. I was on the weight loss pills and got down to 198 lbs but as soon as I stopped taking those pills the weight I loss came right back and a couple more lbs. People think obesity people lay around and eat all day but that is not the case. They don't understand how hard it is to carry all this weight. I pray everything will go well with your surgery in July.

I know, you're right! My lowest was 135lbs. (The Halloween pic with my son just about 4 years ago) and the highest was 220lbs. I'm at 209lbs right now. I feel like a failure so bad. I want out of this body! Thank you, I hope surgery is a success in July too! How about you, where are you in your journey?

I haven't started my journey and I will tell you why. My current weight is 222 lbs; I have lupus and high blood pressure. I went a couple of weeks ago to have scans done on my kidneys. Once I go to the doctor to get those results then I will decide on my next move. I wanted the lap band but having lupus I know that is not an option because my body would reject the foreign object. Now I'm looking into having the sleeve. I am just tired of the doctors telling me if I lose weight my blood pressure will be fine. They don't have a clue how hard it is to lose this weight. I don't want to have WLS because I'm lazy I just need some help. I'm tired of being tired and not having any energy to do nothing. I just need some help.

I haven't started my journey and I will tell you why. My current weight is 222 lbs; I have lupus and high blood pressure. I went a couple of weeks ago to have scans done on my kidneys. Once I go to the doctor to get those results then I will decide on my next move. I wanted the lap band but having lupus I know that is not an option because my body would reject the foreign object. Now I'm looking into having the sleeve. I am just tired of the doctors telling me if I lose weight my blood pressure will be fine. They don't have a clue how hard it is to lose this weight. I don't want to have WLS because I'm lazy I just need some help. I'm tired of being tired and not having any energy to do nothing. I just need some help.

Me too. I had my gallbladder removed on the 11th of last month. I'm tired of weight health related issues. It sucks. Good luck. I hope all works out well for you!

Hi all

New here I feel the same as you do I went on yoyo diets many times last time I lost 40 kgs kept it off for 2 yrs then had a pregnancy then miscarige last month so all old weight came back can't walk feel down and went to ps weight now 132 kg schedule sleeve may 13th appreciate the pre op diet if u can

Oh and dr found gall stone big one said he will remove it also hope we all get healthier smart looking hope all be fine