So yesterday I took my daughter to the movies, we stopped at chipotle before we went. Just the smell make me wanna droll, she even asked if I was gonna eat. I told her no, and had a protein shake.

Today at work, I have a heavy Co worker, she noticed that I don't eat anything like her, she is always speaking about how she is about to "start working out" and "juicing" blah blah. Needless to say haven't seen her do anything. She is really big on talking a good game. Well I truly believe that she has noticed a huge difference in my eating habits (I am a week and a half post op) and 40 lbs down so far. She has yet to conpliment me..... not that im waiting for one. she always ask me about food, if I wanna cook, if I Wanna go get lunch. I always tell her no. Well today she made it her duty to buy me some subway. Anyone would think it was a "nice thing" however I know for a fact she wants me to stay fat and throw off my eating habits. Once again this helped me with the will power. I gave the sand which away. Honestly I don't have the same craving as I did before. Smh let the games begin. I need her to come harder if she gonna come!!

Wow. I cannot believe someone would do that. I am scared of work. There are always donuts and candy there.