I'm sitting in class right now and there is a very obese woman sitting behind me eating a cheeseburger and 1/4 lb bag of fries and gulping on a huge soda. It's gross listening to her eat and gulp her soda.

I realized I used to eat and drink like this but dear God! I didn't realize until today I don't miss soda. I don't miss it all.

I feel horrible to be critical since I was as big as her. I think maybe I'm envious of not eating what is but I don't miss it and would be satisfied with a bite but she loud reaching loud. Ugh sorry needed to vent. Usually I was walk away but she is right behind me.

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I want to crawl out of my skin!

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Lol!

I'm sitting in class right now and there is a very obese woman sitting behind me eating a cheeseburger and 1/4 lb bag of fries and gulping on a huge soda. It's gross listening to her eat and gulp her soda.

I realized I used to eat and drink like this but dear God! I didn't realize until today I don't miss soda. I don't miss it all.

I feel horrible to be critical since I was as big as her. I think maybe I'm envious of not eating what is but I don't miss it and would be satisfied with a bite but she loud reaching loud. Ugh sorry needed to vent. Usually I was walk away but she is right behind me.

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I felt the same way about a girl crunching on some potatoe chips today in class! In my mind I was saying how bad those chips are for her and if she only knew but I secretly wanted some lmao!

I find myself giving my husband looks while he's eating. Thinking are you really going to eat that second plate of spaghetti, really? Then I remind myself at least he eats slower than I did. I would had been done with my second plate 30mins ago! It's kinda ironic and scary!

I find myself giving my husband looks while he's eating. Thinking are you really going to eat that second plate of spaghetti' date=' really? Then I remind myself at least he eats slower than I did. I would had been done with my second plate 30mins ago! It's kinda ironic and scary![/quote']

Me too! Lol I ate super fast!!! But my thinking is awful and I have guilt for thinking and feeling this way. I felt like geez lady you don't need to eat all that. :/

But that's her path. I need to be less annoyed by the actions of others lol

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I am right there with you Jenn! Thanks for reminding me to give others grace! I do find myself getting irritated easily, and then have to take a deep breath. Loving this amazingly crazy journey! Hope she doesn't come back to school with another full meal deal!

How funny. My husband drives me insane listening to him eat now. I guess bc I visualize the texture in my mouth and its all bad.

I HATE to hear ppl eating or smacking...has been my pet peeve for years!!!! Chew w/ ur friggin mouth closes!!! I can't even go back to my support group cause sum old lady was smacking on her candy throughout the 2 hrs we were there!!! Grrrr

Ugh. I probably would've been slightly jealous lol Last night was the worst for me. After my husband and I had our "adult time" he made 2 cheeseburgers with bacon & fried egg on top while i ate my punk ass yogurt :-( idk if it was emotions but I wanted to snatch his burger, take a bite and cry!

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Ugh. I probably would've been slightly jealous lol Last night was the worst for me. After my husband and I had our "adult time" he made 2 cheeseburgers with bacon & fried egg on top while i ate my punk ass yogurt :-( idk if it was emotions but I wanted to snatch his burger' date=' take a bite and cry!

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Lol he worked up an appetite:) I thought I was jealous and I really thought about it, but I was more irritated how bad the sound was listening to her eat and drink lol

Thanks for feed back everyone. I never imagined my emotions and anger towards strangers eating. My weakness is the smacking my boss smacks her gum. OMG!

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