I can't help but stay negative until I find out if I am approved. planning my hospital stay, buying vitamins ect, talking about that future just feels weird to me. There is always that what if? in my mind when I'm doing all this stuff. The likelihood of me being approved is good cause my insurance only requires non smoking non drug use and a diagnosis of type two diabetes. The psychologist said he thinks I'm good to go but the bariatric team meets up and decides if i'm ready. anyone else like me?

I only have 2 more months of my 6 month requirement left as well, but I'm scared. Scared that I won't be accepted by my insurance. Scared that my health is being wacky. I've been running a low grade fever at night. My stomach hurts a lot. I've been throwing up a lot. I've been extremely fatigued. Even if I finish the requirements and my insurance approves, will I be healthy enough to go through with it! I'll see a tummy doc on Oct. 8th, and hope things get better from there. My regular doc thinks I have an ulcer. I've never had one of those ever in my life. Yep, in full panic mode.....