Someone told me about this app and I have been so relieved to know a lot of y'all have the same concerns and thoughts that I do! It's a sense of understanding that I don't get from my fit, beautiful family and skinny friends. Among the handful of people I have told, MOST everyone I have told is very supportive... A few are not so much. It's crazy though, they are seeing it as loosing a drinking buddy or they say you are already gorgeous and you say you're happy.. but they have NO idea! I have been overweight since ten and scary enough I am comfortable within my skin and have confidence but do I feel completely confident naked NO! I want to be healthy though! I want to have a bunch of kids in the future and want to be able to keep up. I want be able to do extremely adventurous things! I have that side and try to do that stuff now... Fat girl problems! This is LONG! I get carried away! I will wrap it up! I have been having NIGHTMARES the past week about this surgery! That I forget to use the body wash and that I completely binge out and have a prisoner style last meal the morning of surgery and then tell the dr I haven't eaten and I wake up during surgery (I sleep walk so this is an actual fear of mine)! But yes, these dreams need to go! I'm nervous/excited! Tuesday will be here in no time!!!!!!

I'm on Tuesday too! I have mentally gotten past the fright and am just excited to get going!

I go from excited to nervous, excited to nervous! Good luck with your surgery!

You will both be fine and will start on a journey of a life time. Best of luck all.

I had surgery last week! Y'all will be fine!!! Remember To take Chapstick because your mouth will be so dry

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Awwwh good luck "yall"

Awwwh good luck "yall"