I have jumped through all of the hoops now I'm just waiting for my surgery date.

Starting to get nervous about the liquid diet and getting all my post-surgery stuff.

Now that I lost the 20 pounds the Dr required me to loose I am wondering if I should just keep at it on my own. However, I don't want for it to be a year from now and wish I would have done the surgery.

I know all of this is normal from reading threads on this board but I'm starting to Freak the Eff Out!!!

I hear ya! I've still got awhile to go before my surgery and I'm already freaking out lol. From what ive heard from others on here it's not so bad good luck to you!

Will you keep at it on your own? The same thought has swirled in my head too but I'm pretty sure I would not continue to hold myself accountable long term without this. That's just me though.