So tomorrow is my big day ( I have to be there by 5 AM, surgery is scheduled for 7:30) and to put it mildly : I'm scared!! I can't even think about it or I start to cry. Is this even remotely normal?? Shouldn't I be jumping for joy? Oh my, it's going to be a long night...

Im sitting here waiting for the surgery center to open. Had to be here at 630. Let's do this!

Im sitting here waiting for the surgery center to open. Had to be here at 630. Let's do this!

Good luck!

I don't want to scare anyone but today I was in the worst pain of my life, it was worse than when I was in labor with my son I think it was the dry heaves that hurt me the most. All day long, nothing but pain. My poor husband, I was so mean to him. BUT something good happened... I told them the morphine wasn't working and they got me an order for Fentanyl and Toradol and I am feeling wonderful! It's after midnight right now and I finally felt well enough to get up and walk around the unit 4 times!! Oh and here's something I found odd - my surgeon gave me 2 pictures of my new stomach.

So tomorrow is my big day ( I have to be there by 5 AM' date=' surgery is scheduled for 7:30) and to put it mildly : I'm scared!! I can't even think about it or I start to cry. Is this even remotely normal?? Shouldn't I be jumping for joy? Oh my, it's going to be a long night...[/quote']

As my surgeon told me yesterday if I'm not worry or scar he be worried. So you doing good. Congrats on your special day. Keep us post.