Have to be up at four take a shower check into hospital at 5 am surgery at 7:30. I choose to be alone for the wait because when I'm nervous I get cranky. I've lost 18 pounds for the surgery but I don't think that's enough. I'm done to 369.8 from 388 which is my highest. I'm very scared and I decided not to tell anyone but my parents and partner what I'm doing. I hope all goes well!

I believe it will. I am not there yet but I hope to be. Sending prayer ur way.

Good luck ! Just think...the start of a new life for you...excited for you and all the others....post away...we are here for you !

Good luck and Keep us Posted bro !

praying everything goes well for you, let us know how you get on, excited for you, x

Good luck

Thanks for all the kind words! I'm sitting in the hotel room waiting for tomorrow to start my clear liquids. Hopefully I will survive!

Good luck sweetie! Everything will be fine! Keep us posted! Xo

Thanks for all the kind words! I'm sitting in the hotel room waiting for tomorrow to start my clear liquids. Hopefully I will survive!

Hows everything going for you sweetie?

Hows everything going for you sweetie?

They messed up my insurance so when I checked into the hospital they said the insurance hasn't approved it yet because no one actually called to see if they received the paper work. So now my surgery date is oct 31 on Halloween!

They messed up my insurance so when I checked into the hospital they said the insurance hasn't approved it yet because no one actually called to see if they received the paper work. So now my surgery date is oct 31 on Halloween!

Oh yes! I remember now scary halloween! how are you feeling about it now?

I was ready then, I was ok and then all this happened so now I'm just doing the liquid diet again sigh and really am waiting and really excited!!

I was ready then' date=' I was ok and then all this happened so now I'm just doing the liquid diet again sigh and really am waiting and really excited!![/quote']

Thats good, stinks you have to do the liquid diet again! But its all going to be for the better in the end!

I know but at least it gets me to loose more weight for the surgery!

i was thinking the same thing! hehe