As I write this my eyes sting because I want to cry. I am having surgery on Tuesday and I am so scrared still. But I'm practicing posting in the POST op section.

As much fear as you have now you will be surprised how different you will feel when you get to the hospital. I totally freaked out the day I went into to get scoped and the next day I was very calm. I came out with very little pain "what pain I had was from gas" I came home the next day and never complained a bit. My husband told me this was the best surgery experience ever. When I asked him why he said because you never once cried out in pain. Stay strong and keep telling yourself your doing it for a healthier you. My doctor made sure I had plenty of happy medicine in me before taking me back to surgery. Good luck Tuesday!!

Thank you so much. It really does help to hear. I really hope I am successful here and that nothing bad happens on the table!

Thanks again!

I'll be posting as soon as I wake up on Tuesday

Good luck!!! You can do it. i feel better now than I ever felt before.