Well Tuesday is fast approaching, I am excited and nervous all in one. It seems like it was such a long trip to get here that I need to readjust from looking forward to a life changing procedure to looking forward to the changes. Does that sound weird??? the goal for so long was just getting a date and now that the date is here there is a need to shift my focus???

Last night was WEIRD dream night, I know if is my subconscious working things out but I kept dreaming I as at various places and I would catch myself just eating what ever was in front of me and then panic and run to spit it out. I tell I may need Valium by tomorrow night!

Funny how the mind will play on your thoughts and fears in your dreams. I know when I am stressed or anxious my dreams are so weird. I hope you are able to find a happy place in your thoughts to calm your nerves.

Lily

Well Tuesday is fast approaching, I am excited and nervous all in one. It seems like it was such a long trip to get here that I need to readjust from looking forward to a life changing procedure to looking forward to the changes. Does that sound weird??? the goal for so long was just getting a date and now that the date is here there is a need to shift my focus???

Last night was WEIRD dream night, I know if is my subconscious working things out but I kept dreaming I as at various places and I would catch myself just eating what ever was in front of me and then panic and run to spit it out. I tell I may need Valium by tomorrow night!

hi how did you do? your dream was funny, i remember having those dreams, i was actually beating a man with lead pipe cause he was going to steal my curry plate, then i held my plate up high and jumped into a culvert and slide down out of sight with my plate in grasp. . . funny how dreams are. . . i love going to bed just cause of the dreams. . . they are so neat even the scary ones! Let us know how your doing and remember to walk walk walk, then tomorrow sip walk sip walk and sip some more. . . you'll do great! It's going to be ok! YOU will be ok!

SoAll.is well than you I am now 4 hous post op. Pretty drugged up slightly nausous on a pain pump with dilaldid (sp?)

So glad you are done!! Just rest and relax and let your little banana stomach heal Hooray!

Home now, was delayed by a day because of pain the 2nd night. I now have ownership over my hunger! It no longer owns me!