I get banded on May 15 and it can't come fast enough. I can't stop eating right now. I've put on at least 10 lbs since I made the final decision to get the surgery. I feel so awful and disgusting. I can't wait to get this journey started.,

Try and really diet hard the next week, it will make surgery go more smoothly. I remember feeling the same way, I thought I wouldn't be eating ever again. I am now banded a month and have almost no restriction. Still eating healthy (of course with a slip up here or there) but I think that is part of life. Can't wait until the 21st when I get my first fill!!!

You can do this! Good luck and enjoy the journey