I have considered getting lap band a while back, this last august i started along the way to getting it done. I have completed all the steps that are needed and have got my insurance approval, My schedualed date is march 14th, I have notice that the closer that date comes i have been getting alittle nervious. I worry about the diet after, the loose skin, the personal and psycological changes that go along with it.

I am tall, and strong, youngish (27) my surgin says the loose skin shouldnt be to big of a problem, but it still worries me, as i have always had body image issues.

My current weight is 336.0, my target go get my surgury is only 334, ive been trying to maintain at 330. and my goal after is around 200, im hoping that i can build muscle and make a drastic change to my life.

I have never been very outgoing and im hoping that will change after i get where i want to be.

Over all i hope this journey, will be a positive, life changing process. And ive started to look for support and recommendations from where ever I can find them.

I had to fly to Arizona recently for a medical emergency in the family...my dad had a small stroke and then required a triple bypass surgery. I had to ask for a seatbelt extension on the plane for the first time ever. I spoke to my mom and oldest brother about the surgery while there and I think that this was a huge wake up call for my family. My Dad has done very well and is already resting comfortably at home. I thank my lucky stars for this second chance!!