I feel fatter... im getting my first fill and i have only lost 22lbs and have gained 2 back. (i say only?? I couldnt have lost even that on my own) but some days even being the same weight i feel alot skinnier then i really am... im tired of these mind games. I look at myself naked and i feel right back to 287lbs instead of 267.

I have those days also. Sucks.

I have those days too. Some days, I get dressed and feel like I could light up the world. Other days, I change my clothes seven times before I leave and still don't feel decent! I know it's a mental thing, and people can't tell if I gained back two pounds, but it's still frustrating!

This isn't a sprint, it's a marathon. I have to keep reminding myself that

I feel exactly the same way, especially during PMS; I had lap band surgery this year on April 9th and my first fill on June 6th. I tell myself all of the time that I have "only lost 31 pounds" but I could NOT have done that without lap band surgery. My second fill is on July 25th and I am counting down until the days . . . . ~ GOOD LUCK ~