Hey everyone, I'm just feeling really bad right now. My boyfriend went away for the weekend and because of the fact that I gained so much weight and hate myself so much right now, I can't bring myself to go out an do anything with my friends. So I'm sitting here feeling sorry for myself. I ate two bowls of Cheerios and a weight watcher dessert and I wasn't even hungry and I knew it...I was just bored...I'm so fed up with myself and my bad habits. I can't wait to make this change....I'm just having a rough night and tomorrow I'll be bored and probably wanna eat and eat and eat ugh I just hate it...I want this surgery and life change now!! I'm sorry I just needed someone to talk to and the past few weeks you guys have been so great, you were who I thought of first LOL

Thanks for listening....

Hey everyone, I'm just feeling really bad right now. My boyfriend went away for the weekend and because of the fact that I gained so much weight and hate myself so much right now, I can't bring myself to go out an do anything with my friends. So I'm sitting here feeling sorry for myself. I ate two bowls of Cheerios and a weight watcher dessert and I wasn't even hungry and I knew it...I was just bored...I'm so fed up with myself and my bad habits. I can't wait to make this change....I'm just having a rough night and tomorrow I'll be bored and probably wanna eat and eat and eat ugh I just hate it...I want this surgery and life change now!! I'm sorry I just needed someone to talk to and the past few weeks you guys have been so great, you were who I thought of first LOL

Thanks for listening....

hang in there, rem if your body is changing we some times see things even darker, this feeling will pass, so eat carrots instead of cherios, and try to spend some time out side,,, in sun rain or slow its better than inside 24-7.

I am waiting to be bandedn and they sent me to do a swallow test and now it is lost- so i have to wait till tuesday when Dr will return, i thought by Oct 4th Id be on my way and here were going into nov. when the nurse said couldnt find what I needed I laughed, might as well as be silly when you cant change something, so and get you some funny movies whatever, a joke book- watch fluffy the comedian. angel somebody i forget, but rem you are a beautiful person and you must love you!