Ugh, so finally ate lunch around 3:45 and housed a 10.5 ounce Lean Cuisine (took about 12-15 minutes to eat it). I was still hungry, so I figured I'd go for Protein, so I ate a light cheese stick. Waited a few minutes and I was STILL hungry. So I grabbed the Quakes rice cakes stash and had about 10 mini cakes (60 cals for 7 I think it is).

Anyway, I'm not even concerned with calories right now because I'm still WAY under, but I know I can't continue to eat like this (portion size wise). I am sitting here NOW feeling over full (still never get the chest pains, but all of a sudden I feel like I've eaten Thanksgiving dinner).

I did stop after the Lean Cuisine to see if I would feel full (didn't eat too fast, nothing got stuck), but I was legitimately still hungry. Now I probably will eat hardly anything for dinner because it's so late. The thing is, I will be satisfied for 4 hours or so, but my portion size is still out of whack.

I know I need a fill, I guess I just needed to vent. Thanks for listening.

(Praying to God I don't go in next week for my fill to find out my pouch is stretched!!!)

maybe it was just an off day? there are just some days where i'm more hungry than others but i admit, i rarely feel hungry anymore.

just this weekend i went out for valentines day and ate almost an entire chicken breast when i normally can eat less than half. i also ate half of a baked potatoe. i haven't been able to eat that much for SO long that i thought for sure i over did things but i felt fine afterwards.

also, i seem to feel fuller quicker when its that time of the month.

just take it one day at a time!!

I think we are all going to have "bad" days. But we need to keep things in perspective. How does a "bad" day pre-op compare to a "bad" day post op. If we were perfect we would not have needed the surgery to begin with. We are all "losers" and proud of it.