kelking

okay...after doing some browsing on this site, I am going to have to re-think that 18 months. It may be 24 months before I reach goal. I don't want it to take that long and as motivated as I am right now, I think it will be sooner, but I want to prepare myself to know that it may be 2 years. I have never wanted it as bad as I do right now. I think I finally am in the right mindset. All of my previous failed attempts, I don't think I was mentally ready to give my all.