You can do this! You've already been through the worst. You're obviously very strong, so remember this as you take one day at a time to get yourself back into healthier eating. Let your dad and grandma help keep you motivated --you have some help from the other side now! I wish you all the best and I'm also very sorry for your losses... the death of loved ones can be so painful. Again, I'm truly sorry you're having to deal with this at such a young age. Bes wishes!
Welcome to the blog. Sorry to hear about your father and Nana.
You look amazing and you will get back on track. Everyone on this blog is very supportive and we will all cheer for you!