TracyinKS

My Mom and Stepdad are at the HOTEL IN DENVER!!!! & Heading to Dr. K's office in an hour! Surgery tomorrow @ 1pm :bored::eek:

Happy Happy Happy Sleepy Sleepy Sleepy Starting my 3rd glass of water! Yay Me! Mom's flight should be landing anytime!!!!!!! It's driving me crazy, I wish I was with her!!!!! She keeps thinking she will get on the operating table and they will not do the surgery because her liver is too fat. (which is why I told her to stick to the PREOP) AHHHHHHHHHHH I want everything to go good for her!!!! I haven't really told her exactly HOW BIG the fill needle is! LOL

LOL!!! I know....... (re: internet stalker) I almost didn't read the myspace message because it started "I'm really NOT a stalker!"

My version of happy pills are "Celexa" supposed to take the edge off. My boss takes the same medicine but his dose is 60 mg while mine is 20 mg. I can't really tell a difference except that I don't cry so easily and that I tend to deal with stress better.... meaning I don't fly of the handle, and I don't think I had the normal PMS moodswings last time.........

Hello all!!!!!!! I just wanted to pop in on this thread for a big huge THANK YOU!!! Because of the input here on LBT and this thread.. I sent my mom to Dr. K for her self pay band and as I type this she is ON HER WAY to DENVER!!! She has surgery tomorrow!!!!

I am eating string cheese and deli turkey breast.... I am starting on my 2nd 30oz's of water....... I am cold...... high of 29 today! I had an email from myspace for someone who's "known" me or read me for 6+ years online..... she used to frequent LCF and then saw me on my surgeons website.. she found me in myspace and messaged me..... SMALL WORLD! Smaller even that she works right down the street from me.

Checking in real quick.. Day 3 of making LC choices.... Scale 182 today

I thought we were naming HER Violet?!

I am TRYING TRYING ......... I did slip and have HALF a choco chip bagel!!!!! Can you believe that I DID NOT PB on a freaking bagel???? Thank the lord I had the strength to throw the fat half in the trash! So I count that as a small victory. I've had two glasses of water so far and getting ready for my third as an effort to wash the evil bagel out of my system! I must prepare for LC at work tomorrow! I have pretty much NOTHING quick and easy and LC... I too do the ... I will be happy just to be under 200 dance..... the size 12 goal...... now getting p.o.'d when the 12's AREN'T LOOSE..... it is amazing that 10 pounds 174-184 makes such a huge difference in clothes... OK.. going to refill the infamous pink glass

Haydee: Generic for Celexa.......it's on the Walmart $4.00 LIST........... best .40 I've ever spent!!!!!! I just called in my refill. :angry_smile: Jane: IT'S SNOWING AND BLOWING IN KC! Not really sticking yet. They are calling for 1-3 inches.

Denise: Sorry about the miscarry! Also, I love pitty's and rotties, its the owners not the dog. Dog temperments vary in each dog..... just like people.... My back is finally feeling a bit better. Scale back down to 184.4 today...... see this is how crazy my body fluctuates!!!! NUTS Day two of LC......... Terry I love that new pic, but I already told you that... and I need to order something from you to send on to my secret sister in CA (She is into the earth based elements) Thinking dangly earrings or something..... I don't know

Well, now I'm just being silly!............. I'm laughing at myself!

LOVE YOU ALL!!!!!!!!!! really the last post for the night!

Stop.. why stop a good ramble?????????? Robby's meds have been upped by 10mg.. but he still had a meltdown today..... at the very end of the day..... I gave him the higher dose on Saturday so I could see what it did, and it did greatly mellow him out......but man the down time was more evident too.. it's like a switch of hyperness turns on....... the guilt.... but he is able to focus more....... but still the guilt...... ok...... I'm going to sign off for the night before you all get so bored you fall over on your keyboard........ :wink_smile:

I know I've been a bad violet........ such a head case at times............ I am so damn pissed at myself for this regain..... TracyK is on my shoulder slapping me with the I TOLD YOU SO's!!!!! in her sweet southern drawl... but so OK.. this is my pattern of self sabotage...... I ate the damn pizza and had a freaking orgasm with being ABLE to eat it!!!!!!!!!! Does this condemn me for the rest of my life.... NO.. it means that I have to get the fire that my mom is now having..... as a pre-bandster......... can you believe she is LECTURING ME on what I'm doing wrong!!!!!!!!! Her doc this her doc that! I'm biting my lip because she is right and I don'twant to rain on her 1st year parade.......... ya know........ I'm rambling........... the no food and the two drinkeepoo's are having me ramble..... Gnight

LOL!!!! Thats a lot of potatoes!!!!! So sayeth the bandster who is on DAY ONE Of LC!!!! LOL!!! Hey so, my mom and my sister are telling me that they can tell that I'm on happy pills....... my sister actually CALLED me today to tell me that I'm annoying her by not sending dramatic emails all the time! LOL.. she wanted to know what the hell was going on! It was my mom telling me that it was the same time I started selexa.... LOL.. she said she can tell ... that I'm not letting the little stuff get to me anymore! I started laughing... but I guess thats good right? I am in my room. I made it through the graizing gaze just now in the kitchen...... I did not stop by the pails of fudge or Peanut Butter balls...... I threw away last nights pizza leftovers...... I did not touch the spoon of scalloped potatoes on the stove.. that was begging for a taste...... I MADE IT THROUGH DAY ONE!!!!!!!!!!!! success......... (except for my drinkeepoo) LC but could cause a stall I guess......... but I made it through day ONE! 189 can kiss my everloving ass! Oh.. and thanks JUDY and TRacy.. I got cards today! :wink_smile: I love my violets....... oh and the bit of bad news.......... Charles and Cody's Colorado scout trip got moved to 3rd session, so now i'm going to have to broach the subject... but AFTER I come home from FL alone.... in March! LOL

Checking in for a sec..... Had a granola bar for Breakfast (not LC) but other than that, I've stuck with meat and cheese and 1 glass of Water so far! Baking chicken for dinner.... backing away from the 189.. scaring the shit out of me........(was my threshold for regain)........ time to kick some band ass!

Monday! OK.... today I must get my ass back in gear.... 189.4!!!!!!!!!!!!! (I had biscuits and gravy AND pizza yesterday) this unfill madness has got to stop. I'm pissed at myself. I'm going to try and get in this week for a fill, and I'm also going to start LowCarbing it with no cheats.... oh and drink some Water.

Back is still hurting......... work has settled down for a bit... Robby goes back to the doc later today..... I cancelled my fill appointment yesterday......... 186 today

sorry I've been mia......... I jacked my back up and have been going to the chiro every morning........ my work biotch pulled a doozey and I walked into a battlefield yesterday.... I am so so so sick of it and her. Long story....... I'm busy busy busy this week. I did not go get my fill today..... to much else going on. 185 today

Good morning........... we have about half inch of snow so the boys and dog are having a snowball fight in the back yard as I type this! LOL I am the family fudge maker...... so I made 3 kinds of fudge, Peanut Butter balls, dipped pretzels, nut clusters, dipped mini ritz......... Denise: Keep us posted. Tracy: that stuff sounds delish!!!!!!! Laura: thanks for the card.. its on my tree. :cursing: OK.... snowball fight is going south...... gotta break it up.

Well.... I left the house yesterday morning at 3:00 am and waited for Penny's to open at 4:00 a.m....... got my $80.00 crock pot for $28.88 and was in line by 4:07a.m. and then off to wallyworld just for the fun of it at 5:00 a.m.......... got some $4.00 jammie pants for the boys laughed at the crowd and met Charles and Robby at Home Depot at 6:00 a.m................. got the Ryobie doorbuster special and a poinsetta for .99 and was back home in bed by 6:37 a.m............. woke back up at 8:30 a.m. and rounded the boys up in the truck and headed to my sisters for a day of candy making............ Charles had to work, but came by and we all headed to dinner and then home........ dead dead tired we watched a movie and then early to bed......... this morning I got up at 7:am and headed out to get some wrapping paper...... Other than that......... the boys were hellions today and it snowed *but didn't stick* all day.......... boys spent a good part of it outside and needless to say the laundry room is a muddy mess! Our shopping is 95% complete and everything is wrapped except for some of the "santa" gifts...... we are not going whole hog this year.... my crock pot was my gift, and I bought some jammie pants for me (cause I bought some for everyone) I'm going to watch the news and head to bed..... Nighty Night V's! Sweet Dreams!

Back from a long day of eating ... I am so full....... but I will admit it was nice to actually eat real food... Charles scoffed and said I only ate a normal sized portion but I am so full....... I'm tired so I'm getting offline..... Happy Turkey Night!

Happy turkey day all!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Took the boys home a fast food lunch and SUPRISE SUPRISE they were both Alive and Well (and mellow). {{{{{sigh of relief}}}}}