CASSIEME1

join my club.try 2 years and 40/50.how down right embaressing

i understand! my biggest size was a 20/pressing quickly in a 22,i started out 5 years ago exercising at church program aerobics and than that +the gym ,went t0 a size 16/18,exercising 5/6 days a week.still unhappy and diguisted when i looked in the mirror,resembling the back of a hippo a$$,i decided to go for the gastric surgery,but my insurance didnt cover it,so i had to pay may credit cards didnt alow that much so i settled for the lap-band still the biggest regret of all times.now my clothes size is a8/10.i still feel like a size 20.occasionally i have looked in the mirror at a glance or a reflection in something and had to do a double take too realize that that person is me.YET i am still not where i want to be, or need to be.and help still seems so far away.

ihad my band done 12/23/08.since the surgery i have not lost any weight. i had my first fill 02/04/09.I am very discouraged with the band:confused:so far i would not recommend this to anyone