Band_Groupie

Thanks for the encouragement. I dont know what my problem is, I have had two really bad days eating wise, This is the first time it has been an issue, maybe I am inpatient, maybe I am a little freaked out over my 25 year reunion this weekend and wanted to be much lighter, maybe freaking out over the holidays I honestly dont know. I have vowed, once I get under 200 again, I will NEVER NEVER go there again. I just wanna reach my goal. I just wanna wake up and be 155 you know. Now each time I hover at a weight for weeks and weeks I kinda freak out going "this is it, this is all I am going to lose I am never getting to goal" then when its off, can I keep it off or will I start packing it on little by littel like many times before? Just feel overwhelmed with self doubt. Seems like I dont have to eat hardly anything at all and either stall wt loss or even gain. I cant wait to be where you are. Thanks again as always. Mechelle