Amethystjade

LOL!!! At least I know Im not the only one with that problem!! make sure you take the batteries out between each use

Thanks, I really am serious though.. Maybe some day there will be a new's annoucement.. Girl lost 153 lbs on lapband and is on a crazy cross country rampage. All you girls with sexy men out there better keep them under lock and key.. HAHA! Actually growing up, I was super shy. I was so shy that I couldn't even look at a guy without turn bright red! My friends use to love that and would always get their boyfriends to act like they were gonna strip infront of me so I would turn bright red and look at the floor. I got past that after a few years, but i still cant go up to a guy and talk to them.. But I will..

Okay, so I am not gonna lie, I want to lose a bunch more weight and be around 150lbs. I really want to let my inner slut out, we all have one don't kid yourself! Next halloween I want to wear the sluttiest costume I can find (and look good in). I want to have full nude photo's taken (but I want my stretch marks airbrushed out, haha). I want to do amateur night at the strip club (yes thats right I do! BTW denver has some of the craziest strip clubs). I want to go sky diving I want to walk up to the hottest guy in the place and hit on him (even if hes with some other skinny snatchet). I want to move to a place that no one knew I was fat and start a new life I also want to look damn sexy riding the mechanical bull, instead of lookin like some fat blob jiggling with bingo arms.. This is also a really weird goal.. so when I use to watch scary movies and the girls are running away and they are doing okay at getting away.. I was like screw that I would just stand there and die.. I kinda want to be chased by someone and actually be able to run away rather than double over and die of fatness.. I also want to be the girl that says shes fat when shes like super skinny (not in front of other bigger girls though, just infront of the ones who use to say it in front of me.. seriously if ur a size 12 and ur saying ur fat infront of an size 18 plus girls, who the hell do you think you are? You know what we are thinking, uhhh if u think ur fat than what am I? a HIPPO!) Anyways, nude pictures here I come hahaha.

Hello all, So, I started college when I was 15 years old and finished my AA degree and graduated before I got my High school Diploma. (early warning, I suck at spelling still!!). I took 6 months off when I was done with my highschool diploma and I took a road trip to find myself. I had a really bad break up my senior year. I litterally gained 100 lbs since then. I started my BS in psychology spring semester of 2007. I finished my BS degree in one year, last may and I'm currently still going because I'm working on doing research and I am an Ambassador. I am only 20, 5 months until my 21st bday.. Seems like it took forever to get here! I have super senior itis and I've lost all my motivation lately. I work a full time graveyard job taking care of disabled clients, its hard work because they never listen lately. I wish I didn't work, but im paying for everything myself. I was working at a day care program on campus this year and the kids kept saying comments on how fat I am, they didnt mean to hurt me, but I didn't truely realize how fat I had gotten until then. I started researching this information and within a month or two I decided I needed it or I was going to die. My mom didnt agree with it and would make comments about how I have so much willpower with school that I could do this too. I was like no I can't if I could I would have done it a long time ago. I was going to die if I kept on my own path and she slowly realized that. I decided I was going to do it no matter what and a month later I had surgery and havent looked back since. It's been a little over 5 months since surgery and I've lost 62 lbs. I went from 303-241 lbs. I've lost over 20 inchs and went from a 24/22 pant to an 18. I have a long way to go which fustrates me, I need to focus on 5 lbs at a time, just doing that is hard. I hit my 60 lbs mark for halloween and it was great, I took a night off, well what I thought would be a night and I've lost all my motivation since then. I need to get back on track but cant find my motivation.. Does that happen to others? This month is just stressful because of all the papers and things due for school. Well sorry this post was so long, I wasn't expecting it to be this long. Take care ~Jade

im a fat girl that goes to colorado to have my surgery and my fills!! =) we should get together soon!

ive never heard of this, but i would like to know too.

Hey, How's it going? What have you been up to? Would u like to text on the celly? I find it easier to stay in touch on the cell phone. Hope all is well!

Hey, I would like a buddy to keep me accountable too. I am from washington, but i got banded by dr. kirshenbaum in denver. I am currently in denver today for my 2nd fill. It looks like we started out pretty much the same weight. how tall are you? ~Jade

So I flew into denver, co today. I'm getting my 2nd fill tomorrow with Dr. Kirshenbaum. I know this is a little last minute, but I was hoping to maybe meet someone else to was banded by him.. I was banded 6/3 and Ive lost almost 50 lbs. I would like to meet others who also have been banded and see how things are going and compare a little. The thing is, I'm flying out to phx tomorrow night and have to be at the airport by 8pm. Just an idea, I should have thought it before hand. Here my # in case you want to call 360-751-7164 =) Gina

Okay, so today is my 4 month band-anniversary (banded 6/3) ive lost 46 lbs total (including pre op diet)... I started out at 303lbs.. My preop surgery weight was 290.. Now Im down to 257.. So being banded ive lost 33lbs. Is this good or normal? Im going for my 2nd fill on 10/16- i only have 3.8cc's now.. I can eat more than 1/2-1 cup of food.. I dont know if this is because im not that restricted or did I expand my pouch? How will you know? Thanks